Jadesy - the true side

Do i tell her?

LEIGH-ANNES POV

I could tell something was going on, Jesy and Jade had been acting funny for weeks and it wasn't like them. I don't know what's going on but I need to find out. We was rehearsing today and I decided to talk to the both of them, unfortunately Jesy was ill so stayed in bed so it was just me, Perrie and Jade. Whilst Perrie was discussing ideas with the choreographer I went over too Jade and asked if we could move aside and speak. Appeared a little smile and a mumble, "sure."

"Jade, I know something's going on," before I could finish my sentence she interrupted.

"What?! You know what?" She seemed pretty shocked, what was she so funny about?

"I don't know anything but jesy and you both have been acting a bit.. strange lately and I haven't been able to focus properly worrying about the two of you!"

"Phew, well nothing's going on I just haven't felt myself lately, everything going so fast! Let's get back to rehearsing!" she said really cheerfully but I still could sense she was hiding something, it was big.

THE NEXT DAY

JESYS POV

Jade brought be breakfast in bed, I had yogurt, berries and some almonds with orange juice on the side. She was really caring with me being ill, even though she was always.

"Thank you Jade." and she smiled, I leant in for a hug and she kissed my cheek, although her lips slipped as I moved and her lip slid against the edge of my mouth, I shivered.

"Oh no, Jesy I'm so sorry I didn't mean too um..."

"It's fine! I know it was an accident." Although I wish it wasn't, I wish she wasn't straight and loved me as much as I love her so she could kiss me, and it purposely be on my lips.

Jade sat on the edge of my bed as I ate, she was writing in her notebook. The book was quite big so her writing was too and I could clearly read was she wrote, sneakily.

'If only they knew, why had I lied? I should've been honest from the start and I wouldn't of even been in my pickle. I hate this, what have I done. Now I don't think they will ever know, I wish Jesy knew, if not any. I almost told her today, almost."

What was she hiding? I guess I couldn't ask her because she would know I was looking at her privacy, what could she honestly be lying about and want me too know about so badly, my head kept saying she loves you but I knew she was with Sam and STRAIGHT so my mind was playing games with me. This was all getting too hard. Do I tell her? I'm going to tell her.