Author- sorry I haven't wrote in ages. I've been so busy and I really miss watt pad so hopefully I'll get into a schedule again? I suppose. Anyways enjoy this next chapter and I'll hopefully see you soon. Byeeee.
JESYS POV
Today was the day, the final. I can't believe that not that long ago I met these 3, stunning girls who I have bonded with so beautifully. Today I feel confident, I don't think we will win as were up against an incredible singer but I have hope, if we win everyone's going to be over the moon, so I feel this time, it's right and I am going to come out to Jade Thirlwall. I am so nervous. She could react horribly but that isn't like her and we was randomly watching lesbian you tubers together and obsessing over how cute they was, so at least now I know she's accepting.
I opened my laptop and went onto our Twitter
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Our mentions were blown up, of a rumour. A disgusting rumour. This tore me apart. It was trending worldwide.. "Jades love affair - with a girl?!" I clicked onto the trend and saw pictures of when she gave me breakfast in bed and her lips slid against mine. There was a giant window next to my bed in the hotel which over looked London, so a viewer or someone from the paps must of taken it. They didn't know it was me, but you could clearly see it was Jade. This is gonna ruin jades relationship with sam. This is all my fault, how can I possibly tell her now after this. I hope she hasn't seen it..JADES POV
Only one person knows about my, sexuality. My brother, when I was making Jesys breakfast all them weeks ago I called Karl and asked him, as he was local, to find Jesys room from the bridge local, and take a picture of each moment. I had a plan to accidentally kiss her and I suppose if this then went viral I wouldn't have to come out and I could say I was never with sam. It sounds stupid and outrageous I know but it seemed like a good idea at the time. Until the story got twisted, I read magazine and newspaper articles with headers like "disgusting, girl band lesbian caught it the act" or "Sams lover is really a female hunter?" Who would ever want to put headers like this, is this really what captures the publics eye now?
I grabbed my phone and turned off Twitter notifications. Even though I had no makeup on, which was my biggest insecurity and I looked my worst in mornings, I FaceTimed Jesy. In a dash she answered and complimented me even though I looked like an absolute pig. I invited her too my room, and I figured I could explain to her and tell her, the truth.JESYS POV
*facetime noise*
Hey Jade, your eyes look gorgeous as normal! What's up?
And after a few minutes of speaking she said "Jess, can you come up to my room? I need to explain the trends and rumours, if you've seen."
Why did she need to explain them? I knew the picture. It was me, and Jade. Jadesy. Oops did I say that out loud?I went up to her hotel room and sat myself down on the bed, she came out the kitchen with two lattes, perfect. She began to explain, how she got Karl to set this up. And then the words were spoken, I was so confused.
"Jesy I feel brave enough to say this now. If you're going to judge me please hide it for now, and express that at a more calm matter, please. I need support right now as this is a huge thing." She mumbled in her cute accent.
"Jesy. I like girls..." *insert a ten second pause* "I'm a.. a.. Lesbian." My jaw dropped, I was in shock, I was happy, proud, and shocked.
"Jade I would never judge you, and even if this wasn't the case, I still could never judge you. But hey guess what?"
She looked up, smiled and said quietly "what?"
I took a big breath and it just flew out, I am gay too. I have never been prouder saying that I am gay, a lesbian, or whatever you'd like to call me, whatever stereotype you'd like to place upon me. But I was so proud, of me, Jade and us. I don't think at this moment me and Jade could've been hugging tighter but it soon came to an end when we crazily decided to run downstairs and find lerries room, to tell them. And even if they didn't take it well, I had Jade and she had me, the support was fab.
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Jadesy - the true side
FanficWhen two worlds collide who knows where the girls will turn. Go through a journey of excitement and sadness as they discover there true feelings and who they really are.