Fallen

Chapter 1

I knew what choice I had to make and why I   chose it. I wanted a better life but I can't just walk away from it. But the real question is why I'm  saying this well it began like this and let this be a lesson to all of us.

I woke up on the floor with a really bad headache and  sore back. I got up and looked out the window and it was a beautiful morning... unfortunately my life isn't like a beautiful morning it's  more of a living hell.

"OH NOOOO... DAD... DAD... DAD UGH WHERE ARE YOU! UGH YOU BUM WHERE ARE YOU!!!"I started to scream around the house like crazy.

My father has been  an addict since my mother left us when I was just a toddler and my dad just lost it. Then I heard a knock on the door.

"Excuse me for interrupting your morning but your father is in jail for violating the city's laws again. If you can come with me to see him trust me I'm an official officer so you don't have to be scared."An officer came to my door to tell me about my father.

"Sure let me just get ready... oh please come in I don't want you to stand there. Wait here."I started getting goosebumps. We got to his car and I knew this year is going to be hard like always.

SKIPS RIDE

"Where is he"I asked worried. We walked to his cell. I saw him there.

"Sweetie... I'm  sorry ... I really am. I said I wouldn't do this again but I couldn't help myself."My dad apologized.

"Dad ... just don't... don't."They let him out and he was going to hug me when I pulled back.

"Here let me give you a ride back home"The officer insisted.

We got home. And I went up to my room to scream in my pillow.

"Now you've done it dad... YOU BASTARD! ALL YOU DO FOR ME IS MAKE MY LIFE WORSE BECAUSE OF YOUR PROBLEM WITH DRUGS" I screamed at the top of my lungs to him and started cursing at him. I was so angry that I threw my favorite family picture of mom and I. I cried so hard I ended up with a headache and fell asleep on the floor.

I woke up at 5 pm."Wow I slept that long."

I went upstairs and heard making out noises from my dad's room. I went to peek without him noticing me and saw him on top of those strippers on the bed with my dad sucking each others faces. I was disgusted and went to my room locking the door. This was the12th time he brought home a girl. I went outside to meet up with my one and only friend her name was  Ashley. She was the only person on earth who understood me I was lucky too.

"Ash... help me... I'm falling apart. My dad got arrested again and now we owe more money. I just saw my dad in bed with another woman "I started crying uncontrollably in her room. She patted her hand on my back."Ash I wanna die... I wanna leave this world where I'm suffering,being manipulated and teased all the freakin time. I WANNA DIEEEEEEE!!!"I started screaming at the top of my lungs.

"Don't... ever ... say that you got me or else I will hesitate to bitchslap you. YOU HEAR ME! YOU ARE MY BEST AND ONLY FRIEND IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU I WOULD HAVE A PANIC ATTACK!!! Ash screamed at me with an angry/sad face. We decided since I needed time off to have a simple sleepover for the entire weekend. It was pretty boring sleepover but I didn't care cause I was with the one person who actually cared about me. I was at least lucky to have her. Sleep was beginning to take over me.

HEY Y'ALL SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING MY LAST STORY BUT WILL UPDATE SOON. WELL...... AND HERE IS ANOTHER STORY I HOPE IT DOESN'T SUCK AS MUCH  ...BYEEEE