hi sis, life update.

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by Demma0987

by Demma0987

What up?

So I haven't posted in like a year so I want to give you guys a run down on how I am and if I'm coming back to this app.

How am I?

Not very good.

If I'm honestly my metal state has gotten worse since I was last on here. It first started with small anixiety and now it mild depression and serve anixiety.

But I'm hoping this app will help me somehow.

If you didn't know I'm a really big theatre person. I live and breathe theatre. I'm hoping to get the role of Tracy in my school's production of hairspray but we will see.

Last year (hehehe it's jan 1st) I was cast as Cinderella's mother in into the woods Jr which I was fine with. Then the girl who was playing repunzel left our school so the part opened up. Being a really confident singer I went for it

(There's a point to this I swear)

Two other girls were going for it too so I was nervous. Now one of these girls , let's call her Rat was pretty much gonna get the role but bitch could not sing ( I don't like saying that but she's REAL cocky and mean so idrc) so after the auditions we were brought back into the room and that's when my teacher said we have two options, now the other girl was one of my best friends, we'll call her 707 (she will get what I mean) was told she was the understudy which made me real sad because no one wants to see their friend hurt but anyway back to the options. Option one was she would play repunzel. And the second option was for her to lip sync to my voice .

And ain't no way a bitch using my voice for her benefit .

I chose the first option and went on my way

This ripped me to pieces.

I always been the ugly one but I didn't know I was so ugly that I couldn't be repunzel. Everyone has always used me for my voice and this situation really just broke me.

After that I've just been so uncomfortable in my skin.

And it's turning into bigger problems I guess.

(Dw I'm fine mum)

Am I coming back to the app?

Yes but I won't have an upload time. I
The books will be updated when I feel inspired. Whether that's now, next week , next month idk but I'm not coming back to regular uploads.

Questions

Do you have any questions for me? If so DM me and I'll tell you personally. If it's something I feel everyone should know I'll write a post about it. I will try my best to get back to you. Even if you just wanna say hi, DM me and I'll most likely reply.

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I think that's all I needed to cover so with that being said I'll see you soon..........hopefully mmph 😂😄