laughing,crying,living (part 2)

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Even though i lost my best friend...i had to push foward in life
Yes....i cryed,i would sometimes just break down when something reminded me of him
Or when i thought i could of save him

...i wish i could of done more,but i had to go on...
It might sound harsh in these few words,but it took me years to get over him...

But when i eventually did,life...it kinda looked up for abit
Mangle and i....w-we wanted to have a child
Even after all these years im still embarrassed to say that..
B-but anyways,after a long wait and me pulling my fur out,it was time
I cant explain the feelings i felt when i saw it
A small little mangle
My baby girl
I did not cry i-i promise!
Mangle was so happy it was a girl,guess she always wanted a daughter

But...we hadn't noticed,we where getting old
Not really in age but more in the fact that our bodys where getting alot weaker,hell even rusted
But i guess we ignored it,pushed it aside to raise our kid
She was the cutest thing when she was young
This little pink and red ball of fluff
She was always the greatest kid,always kind and helpful and full of joy
Even as she grew older,she continued to be the best

Sigh...if only i could say that without having to lie
She was kind,helpful and nice
But she had a problem...i think its because of me
Her eyes where not normal,one crimson and the other a light blue
What does her eyes have to do with anything?thats because it determines her personality...
She never talks others,always speaks to herself,and sometimes she would just stare at the walls for hours,not moving or talking to anyone
It worries me greatly
I couldn't understand why she was like this until that day...

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"Dad.."
I was sitting down at one of the tables when she walked over to me
"Yes?" I replyed and looked at her,i wish i hadn't
Her arms,fucking hell,she had torn them up badly,cuts everywhere and she was bleeding profusely
Blood everywhere i wanted to screamed but she stopped me,the blood dripping off her hands now dripped onto my face
My eyes wide
"...i-i dont know whats going on dad,i-im seeing things,i-i dont know why dad" she said in a scared tone
I was still worryed by the amount of blood she was loosing but listened
"I cant figure it out either,something must of corrupted her mind" her voice was different when she spoke,more robotic
But just as it changed,it changed back to hers
"W-we really need your help dad"

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I was scared of what she needed from me,i knew i could only be bad

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