(Maddison's p.o.v)
The speed at witch my heart was racing was probably faster than the speed of sound. The shock and pain that rushing through my body was unbearable. My can slipped out of my hand as he looked up.
"Maddie-" he started as he looked up. His bright blue eyes making contact with mine. "-look I".
"Maddison who is it?" I heard Ethan say, as he walked up behind me, picking up the can of coke I dropped. I turn around to face him quickly, shutting the door slightly so the Ethan could see who was standing there.
"Ethan, c-can you just wait uh, i-in the kitchen." I say with pleading eyes. He was about to say something but I cot him off. "p-please." He huffs and nods, before walking back to the kitchen.
I pull the door open again and look right back into his ocean blue eyes and just stare blankly 'he looks so much like him' . "Wh-What are you doing here?" I say out of shock. His face looked the exact same, almost identical to the younger pictures of our dad.
"Maddison. I-I have the month of of work and I heard about the situation that Lisa and Sean are in. So, I thought I'd come and visit you mom and dad." He said, pulling me into a hug, and then walking in the door. I push the door shut behind us as he makes he's way to our living room. "Where are they anyway, I could only see, I'm guessing, your car in the driveway." I was so shocked that he just whaled in after 8 years of barely even talking to us.
And thats when I realised, my own brother doesn't know about our dad. "Noah. I-uh. Mums in Dubai, working like usual. Did you not think to call?" I say, attempting to move the subject off of my dad.
"What about dad? Where's he? Is that who you were talking to in the kitchen?" He started to get up out of his seat.
"N-no. That's just a friend." I stuttered.
"Then were is he?" He said, moving his head to the side. I panic, not knowing what to say, so I changed the subjet again.
"I have a better question." I say, getting slightly annoyed and sad. "Where the fuck have you been?!" I was shocked by the fact that I raised my voice at my own older brother.
"Maddison. I don't know what to say I-" he huffs "you know why I left. Things just got really difficult with my job and I had to go."
"No! You don't get to just walk in here and act like you didn't leave us for 8 whole fucking years!" I say "it's not fair!" I tell him standing up. He stands up abruptly as well.
"Maddison I told you! I had to go. I didn't have a choice!" He says looking down at me.
"But you did! You had every choice. But you chose to leave! You chose to leave me and mum a-and dad!" I say. I feel the anger inside me bubbling up. I can hear Ethan's foots steps approaching behind me "Why did you fucking leave Noah!!" I say, slapping his chest out of anger. I didn't know what had gotten into me, I just felt so angry and upset, so I just let it out on him. My arm flailed around as a slapped his chest, repeating the words "you left us" over and over again.
"Okay thats enough!" I hear Ethan say loudly as he grabs me by the waist and pulls be away from him.
"Dads DEAD!" I cry, my voice breaking as I yell. "He died because of me!" I cry. The confusion laced in Noah face turns into shock and sadness. I wriggle and try to get out of Ethan's grip, but he's too strong.
"Wha-" a single tear rolls down Noahs cheek
"Yes! You heard me! It was my fault he died!" I cry again. "3 years after you left, We were on the way back from my fucking therapy session that I went to since you left us. And we fucking crashed into a drunk driver!"
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