I was back to my house the shit hole.
I told everyone to go and that I'm fine so I could look for them pills
I needed the pills to help with this side of me my killer side.
I scared myself even thinking of that I grabbed my laptop and searched for some pills to help me
"YES" I pretty much scream
I just needed to figure out how to get it
Then my phone started to ring
Kye.
For some reason I picked up
"What" I said
"I'm sorry please met me" he begged
"No" I said
"Please I'll do anything" he said
"Anything" I asked
"Anything" he begged
"Met me near the hospital" I said to him
"Okay" after that he ended the call
***
I pulled up to the hospital in my car and seen kye
I walked over to him
"He-" I cut him off
"You need to do me a favour" I said looking him dead in the eyes
"And what's that" he says smirking
I pull a disgusted face
"You need to get me these pills xann" I said, his face changed
"Well I said I'd do anything" he said while walking towards the hospital.
I was practically biting my nails waiting for him not even two minutes later I seen him walk out of the hospital
He was carrying a bottle with him
"Here" he said passing me the pills
I jump into his hands and hug him, all the hate I had for him was gone.
I don't remember how or know how but he convinced me to go back to his we was in his room and talked after a bit it went silent
I looked at his wall and seen the photos he had taken of the beach,the sunset everything
"Wow there beautiful" I said referring to the photos
"Just like you" kye said
"I-" I said but was cut off by kye
"I think I like you" he said
"N-no I have a boyfriend I need to go." I said getting up and sprinting to my car
I drove half a mile. I pulled into a McDonald's parking lot and started to cry I was restless, broken everything had hit me all at once I couldn't take it
" I can't take it" I said though deep breaths and tears streaming down my face
But then my phone started ringing
It was Grayson
I cough and wipe my tears and pick the phone up.
"Hey babe wanna come over to mine." He said
"Yeah I'll see you in a bit" I said trying to hold back the tears
Skip the car ride
I got to his and walked into his house to his room
"Hey bab- what's wrong" he said cutting himself off and walking up to me and cupping my face
"Nothing" I forced a smile out
He knew I was lying straight through my teeth
"It you need me I'm always here I love you" he kissed my forehead and pulled me into a tight hug.
