The Element of Fear

Doctor

"Fuck" I scream waking up from a nightmare that was too similar to reality.
" what's wrong Cin" Harry groans behind me.
" nothing. I just need to go outside" I say bluntly. I get up slowly, feeling his eyes intensively watching me from behind. He'll never understand the nightmares I get that are a constant reminder of my awful past. It's not that I don't love him, it's just that he'll never understand. He literally has the perfect family that would probably eat shit for him. Lucky for me, he and his family took me in their household after they saw me on the streets doing awful things that I hope don't come back to haunt me. I did what I had to do to survive. I hear the screen door open behind me and feel Harry snake his arms around my waist. I flinch unintentionally.
" I'm sorry" he says with pity. " I just wish you would talk to me." He whispers in my ear as I turn around.
I feel anger circulate through my whole body. I don't need his pity nor do I need anybody else's. It was hard enough to be such a burden on his family. Of course I'm grateful, but all I feel is that I am a heavy weight bore onto them without their consent. With that in mind my anger starts to meld into misery. " I'm sorry." I utter. I truly was.
" I know you are." He says kissing my cheek then handing me a cigarette.
" you know me so well." I state with sarcasm dripping from my voice. Of course I take it.
" It's not like I've known you for most of my life" he laughs. He lights it for me while it hangs from my lips.
" your not smoking today?"
" I'm trying to quit."
" you trying to quit? I find that unbelievable."
" Well I heard that if you smoke, it will make your dick shrink." He smiles and winks. As I realize we still have two more hours until school starts, I realize we could have some fun, plus i needed the distraction.
" Well then I fully support your decision. But..." I smile innocently, " I may need to check if the side affects are already happening."
" Ok doctor Kimberly. I'm putting my life in your hands" he says while lifting me over his shoulders and bringing me inside and back to my room. He's on top of me, compressing me down with his weight. He starts to grind me slowly as I feel little Harry rising. I turn him over so I'm now on top.
" mr. styles, I'm going to need you to lie completely still so I can fully examine the shrinking cock." I slide my clothes off slowly, letting him enjoy the show. I unbuckle his belt and then take off his pants and boxers. His cock springs to life.
" welp, it looks like it has in fact shrunk" I exclaim with in-genuine sadness, because, in fact, his dick was huge.
" I guess you're going to have to do something about that."
" I guess so, daddy" I say with a smirk as I start sucking his dick. He likes when I call him that.
" fuck" he curses as I shove his cock deep down my throat. After about ten minutes he cums, which is unusually slow for him.
"Oh well" i think not giving it much second thought.
" I think it's time for you to repay me." I devilishly purr as I crawl up towards his face. He shifts uncomfortably as I sit on his face. I can feel his warm breath on my pussy. I start to ride his face as he sucks my clit.
" yes daddy yes" I whisper hopefully not waking his parents.
" you like that huh." He says sending vibrations through my whole body. He slaps my ass which sends me towards my high. My body tenses up as I get a feeling that I intensively and repeatedly crave.
" God that was so good" I say kissing his lips that were very salty.  He doesn't ask to fuck me because he know my boundaries. I haven't fucked anybody after what happened in my past. Yes, I stripped illegally ( because I was underage) to raise money, however, I never fucked anybody. It just didn't appeal to me. Plus, their were other ways my needs could be met.
" If you ever need me, I'm here for you. You know that right?" He asks.
" Of course I do. You honestly have done more than enough."
" I love you" I say not really knowing what meaning those words held. He hesitates for more than I am comfortable with.
" I love you too." He states awkwardly.
Maybe he was just in shock, I think. But even I, the naive little girl, didn't believe that.