Chapter 12: but i still love you...

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Taehyung

It's been a few weeks since they told me that they were dating and I mean I guess I'm good?

I've been dating too!

And getting paid more often...

Y/N and Jeon dont really hang around me as much because Apparently Ive "changed"  

Either way I have a different girl in my bed everyday....but none of them are the same as Y/N....fuck.

I told myself that I was gonna let her go. But no. I just can't I still love her! I still want to kiss her lips! I still want her to cuddle with me! I want her to notice me! I want her to be mine! I want to treat her right....but I failed. I took a sip of my wine.

Later at school

"Yo V! Why don't you hang with Jungkook and Y/N anymore?" Jimin said.

"Because..."

"Because what? You still like her?"

"You don't know what it's like.." I said.

"Speaking of Y/N" He says.

"Here she comes ooofff,I just love to see her walk! Imagine tapping that..." Jimin said while biting his lip and checking Y/N out.

"You wanna die?" I say angry. Picking Jimin up from his shirt.

"It's the truth~" he said with a sly smirk.

Y/N came running up to me as she saw me holding up jimin.

"Tae-shii whats wrong?" She said

"Nothing baby but maybe you could save me by letting me tap that~" jimin said.

"YOU WANNA FUCKING DIE PARK JIMIN!" I screamed.
I held up my arm to punch jimin.

"TAEHYUNG!" She held my arm down.

"I-it's Okay..." she says as she hugs me.

"But y-Y/N-"

"No shut up and come with me! I was supposed to meet up with Jungkook but he can wait I really need to talk to you..." she says as I put down jimin and she drags me to the parking lot.

"Taehyung....I-"

I kissed her...without knowing what I was doing...without realizing that I just kissed the girl my Maknae was in love with...without FUCKING thinking!
Y/N

"Taehyung-ah...we cant do this..." I said I could taste the liquor in his mouth. He just kissed me....and I'm with Jungkook. I pushed him away.

"Why! WHY NOT!" He screamed.

"You obviously know why...because I'm with Jungkook and I love him..."

"BUT DID YOU EVER LOVE ME!"

"It seems like every time I end up dating someone your always the one getting hurt...Jungkook isn't bad...you know that Kim..."

"You don't hang out with us anymore..."

"No- I don't because if i do I'm afraid I might cry. I'm afraid I might punch Jungkook. I'm afraid that...I might grab you and kiss you right then in there just like I did right now...and how I'm about to do..."he grabbed me without letting me think and kissed me one more time.
I pushed me,tried to get him off. But He was stubborn.

"Y-Y/N?! What...the fuck is going on?!?!" A voice said as I punched Taehyung.

"J-Jeonie it's not what it looks like..." I say

"What do you have to say for yourself Kim!" He said

"Go suck a dick Jeon" he said as he smirked and licked the saliva on him mouth.

Jungkook ran away after that.

"JEONIE! COME BACK!" I say as I start to cry.

"I HATE YOU KIM TAEHYUNG!" I screamed out as I ran after Jungkook.

Tae
She- hates me...but I still love you...

Jungkook.

How could they fucking do this to me....but it did seem like Y/N tried to push him away....which means it was all Taehyung...

"JEONIE!" I heard someone scream knowing it was her.

"The fuck do you want traitor!" I said those words hurt my soul as I said them.

"Jungkook...I didn't want-"

"I-I'm sorry...I know you would never...but the fact that he kissed you...made me infuriated....and I needed you...I need you to be only mine...it makes me dead jealous when your with him.."

"But...Jungkook you know I love you...only you.." she says as she gets closer.

I kiss her. She kisses back.

"I love you...Y/N"

"I love you too Jeonie..."

"Let me make you officially mine.." I said as I kissed her again. Biting my lip.

"Then make me yours..." she said.

*⚠️SMUT WARNING kinda ⚠️*
A/N:

They went into Y/N's house.

"Is felix home?" Jungkook asked you.

"No he went to school on the other side of town." You answered.

"Good~"he said as he kissed you. Picking you up bridal style and taking you up to your room.

"Are you sure your ready..?" He asked

"Yeah...I love you..." you answered.

He put you down on your bed riding on top of you.

Rubbing his clothed member on your clit.

"J-Jungkook.." you moan

You both get rid of your clothing.

Jungkook kissing your neck then going down.

"Are you sure?" He asks as he's about to enter.

"Y-Yes" You say as he enters you.

Tears in your eyes from the pain.

"The pain will soon become pleasure." He said as he thrusted slowly.
"Jk I'm coming..." you say

" hold it for me baby girl" he said thrusting faster.

He was right the pain soon became pleasure...

After you both were done. You cuddled up in your bed.

"I bet you've done this many times" you said.

"No...this was my first time actually..." he said looking at you all innocent

"-seems like you knew what you were doing" you say.

"Hehe yeah I read this thing called smut..." he says smiling and squinting.

"Well in happy I lost it with you.." you say as you hug him.
(PROTECT YOURSELVES CHILDREN)
You both fall asleep.

"Y/N IM HOMMEEEE" a voice said.

"AND I BROUGHT PIZZA AND TAEHYUNG!"

" JEONIE HES HOME!" You say as you put your clothes back on and help Jungkook do the same. Fixing your hair.

"Hey Felix!" You say. Jungkook come down from your room with only his sweat pants on. Messy hair and shirtless.

"Were you too...ohhhhhh" Felix said.

"What is he doing here" Jungkook said pouting as he hugged you from behind.

"I'm gonna eat here" Tae said with attitude.

"Fuck" You say as you face palm.

TBCCCCCC........

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