*WARNING THERE IS TYPE SMUT AND VIOLENT LANGUAGE!*
"I love you....But you never return my feelings..."
"Your love is not mine....it's his..."
"Warned you..."
"Fuck!"
---A/N
"what do you think babe???" Jay park says as he puts a hand on our cheek.
"Babe?" you said looking at him with wide eyes.
"do you wanna be my girlfriend?"He said as he took your hand and stood you up from the couch.
You grabbed his cheeks and kissed his lips.
"I guess that's my yes..?" He said with a fake confused face.
"I'm still not sure I think I need another one" he said as you kissed him again.
~~~~car ride home~~~~
"Bye babe" Jay says as you get out of his car and he drives off.
You were walking to your house when you see him...at his door.
"You know it really sucks that I have to see your face everyday single day....hate that we're neighbors.." you say as you take out your keys.
"That's not my problem as long as I don't hear moaning from you and asspark" he says as he dropped his keys. And bends down to pick them up.
"Taehyung..." you say under your breath seeing that Tae's eye has let out a tear.
"Why are you crying?" You say with a little attitude.
"I'm not...I'm just feeling something..." he said as he went inside his house.
~~~flash back~~~
"If we kiss one day the next your already on with another! So why would I worry about how you feel when you clearly feel nothing!"
^end of flashback^
"Taehyung...I hate you...why do you make me feel this way when you hurt me so much..." you say entering your house. Feeling your heart.
"I-it hurts...to see you sad...to see you cry...but why...?" You say as you walk into your room and flop onto your bed snuggling your Kumamon plushie.
"Why are boys so complicated..?" You say to yourself.
"I feel so wild and free with Jay...but Tae makes things fun but he hurts my heart a lot but why...I hate him..." you say grabbing your phone and play a random playlist on your phone
"When a heart breaks it don't break even..." the song says.
"Oof..." you say feeling like you've been stabbed in the chest with those words....
" fuck Taehyung even me putting curtains up on my windows doesn't stop me from thinking about you...when your right across this window..." you say standing at you window and pulling at your curtains to see Taehyung's window.
-TAEHYUNG's POV/T.houghts-
"I ruined it...."
" I lost you..."
" because I was stupid enough..to get with a girl after the thing I've been waiting for so long to happen..."
" I wish I didn't have to ruin everything with my lips..." that's why I hate myself.... I hate my mind and hate my looks and hate that every girl but you look at me in a way that they would ove me. why..... he says in his head.
"I'll just a stay away from you just so you...don't get hurt anymore. Just...one year to go through before...step Appa..." he says opening his curtain.
"Oh...why is she looking down at the floor like that?...shouldn't she be happy that I'm out of her life?..." he says opening his curtains a bit more that catching your attention.
You make eye contact with Taehyung. Your face saddened ,his face saddened as well as he could see that you had a tear stream down your face.
"You don't know how much I love you....even though I do keep hurting you...im sorry but i need you to be happy.....even if it means i have to stay away from you.."he says as he closes his curtains hiding the tears rapidly coming down from his eyes.
you leave as soon as Tae leaves sit down on your bed and dont even bother to close your blinds...
"shouldnt i be happy? i have a boyfriend now...jay park.." you say taking out your sketch book and start drawing a figure of a man and a women kissing
*knock knock*" hey sis can i come in?"felix says with a little of a Aussie accent that you two have.
"yeah hyung come in im just drawing..." you say as you clean your tears off
"w-whats up?" you ask
"oh i just wanted to let you know that my friend wanted me to come over he was having a hard time being alone and Jisung-yeah... i might stay over ill text you see ya later sis" he said
"oh wait Jisung? i know him ha he was the boy who helped me get through my first day remember?"you say laughing at the memory .
"anyways go have fun hyung! be careful! and always remember CONDOMS" you say jokinglly
"what the fuck Y/N hahaha im not gay" he says while leaving
*ding! ding!*"yo babe what are you up to?" the message read..it was jay park
"nth just drawing" you text back
" i feel lonely..:( " he said followed with a "let me come over"
"i can sense the fake pout from over here" You text back.
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":,( come on babe" he texted back.
"Okaaaayyy finnneee"
"See I knew you couldn't resist me" he texted as you heard the bell ring.
"It was all part of my plan" a voice says as you open the door.
"So you were already here?...hmmm wow what if I WASNT home huuuhhh!" You say as he grabs you from the waist kissing your neck. "I would have waited here until you did go home..." he says as you close the door and walk to your room with him grabbing at your waist.
"Is this your room wow...I'm in a girls room!" He says with sarcasm.
"Shut up." You say kissing him on his soft lips.
"Then shut me up..." he says as you push him onto your bed and kiss him.
TAEHYUNGS POV (omo:()
"I'm so sorry...I need you to be-" he stops when he walks towards his closed window and opens it slightly just to see you and Jay Park making out on your bed.
"I guess I don't need to do anything cause you clearly are the one who has no feeling towards what I think...I tried to protect you...but now don't even try to come at me when he breaks your heart..." he says raging at himself and crying to the fact that he now knows that he lost you. And you don't even know how he's feeling at this moment becuz you have forgotten about him for the split second of you and Park kissing... "Wanna go to the fall dance with me?" He asked while gasping for air.
You kissed him again.
"I guess that's a yes" he says pulling you closer and deeper into the kiss.
