The boy with the mask

Episode 12

Attention: this episode contains things like r*pe , ab*use and more other. If you are sensitive towards this please skip.

Min Sung POV

I wanted to hug her and tell her it's okay. I wanted to say that she doesn't have to continue if it hurts. I don't want her to hurt. But she continued not letting me express my thoughts.
"At first he was really nice towards me. He acted as if he actually cared for me. He told me he wanted to help but that sweetness disappeared soon after we started dating. He wanted to have sex with me but I wasn't ready yet. I was a virgin at that time. He kept forcing himself onto me even tho i told him to stop. And one day... he just.."

She started trembling. I hugged her trying to reassure her. It hurt. It was so painful for me to watch her being in that state. She took a deep breath in and exhaled the most horrible words someone could say.

"He raped me."

Utter shock captured my entire existence. After a moment I started to feel angry. I was so angry. I wanted to kill him. I wanted him dead.

I clenched my fist at the thought. She noticed and took my hand into her's, that somehow calming me. I took a deep breath in and exhaled a few times. After calming down a bit i look at her sitting between my legs, a blanket around her. Her hands were holding mine and she was looking at me. I hugged her tight, not wanting to let go of her. My heart was beating so fast. She hugged me back placing her head on my chest and her hands across my torso. I whispered into her ear:
"It's okay. Everything's gonna be okay" hoping she would feel better but deep down i knew she heard these words too often. And i knew I couldn't promise something like this. You can't make promises like this to someone who hurt their entire life.

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We stayed like that until she finally fell asleep. I carefully laid her down on the small bed i set up for her placing her head on the pillow. I tucked her in and stood up ready to leave until i heard a faint voice behind me. I turned around to see her rubbing her eyes in a sleepy manner.
"Can you stay with me please?"
She asked. I smiled at her cuteness. Carefully i got into bed next to her. She put her blanket on me as well trying to keep me warm and then placed herself between my arms, her face towards my chest. I started playing with her hair, that making her body relax. She then soon fell asleep leaving me alone with my thoughts. I tried to push them back and get some sleep and thankfully I succeeded.

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I woke up to the sound of the music coming from the inside of the house. The sun shining brightly onto my face. When my vision got cleared i saw Sasha looking at me. She wasn't hugging me anymore, just smiling and looking at me.
"Good morning" i said with a smile on my face still not fully awake.
"Good morning" she said while standing up. "We should go downstairs. The girls are already partying."

"Wait. What's the time?"

"It's 5 pm." She said.

"What?!"

"I'm joking I'm joking." She said laughing. "It's 10 am"

We got downstairs and we saw the other girls singing to the karaoke.
Not really paying attention to us Laura yelled through the microphone with her whole heart.
"WHY YOU SAD?! I DON'T KNOW NAN MOLLA"
The girls started laughing leaving me a bit confused. I guess they like BTS. I recognized the song.

After we ate breakfast Laura and Lydia headed out. Lydia had to go back home and Laura went shopping.

"We should go out too." I said hoping she would accept.

"Okay, sure"

I smiled to myself.

"I'll go get my things. Should i bring something for you?"

"No, thank you. I'll go put my shoes on. I'm waiting."

I went upstairs and got my bag and my phone and when i was already back she was ready. I put on my shoes and a jacket and we headed out.

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Hey so. I have something w my memory m8s. I didn't check it with the doctors yet but i forget everything the next second i write it so i had to reread some chapters and it's getting tiring. Hopefully i can end this book soon. WHY DID I ADD THAT BASTARD IN THE STORY IN THE FIRST PLACE