Mommy's Little Toy

How I Became Little Ch.1

Hello my name is... Well I won't say my real name but you can call me Isaiah. I grew up fairly well from ad outsiders point of view. I had a house to eat, sleep, and be in. I also had parents both father and mother. But none of that mattered. My parents would mentally abuse me. They would call me names like fat ass and retard. They didn't care about my mental health. I told them about the voices I hear in my head but that claimed I was losing my mind. At that it truly proved I was special (in a bad way). All my parents cared about was there own being. It didn't matter if I was happy or sad, hungry or full. It drove me over the edge and I finally snapped. I moved out at the age of 18 and got a job. I am now taking a college courses via laptop and I got a decent job. I couch surfed from friends and close relatives places until I finally got my own place. I also got talkspace it's a therapy app on your phone you should check it out. It helped me out in many ways and could help you too. Even if you're not hearing voices, you could maybe just need someone to talk to this app is for you. One day I go out to go get groceries because my fridge is running a little low on food. I pull in my drive way and head up to my apartment. I get to my door and as soon as I unlock it I hear a door behind me open it's my neighbors. I've never seen my neighbor because I've always been a hermit. I turn around and I see the cutest girl I have ever seen in my life I freeze up and stare at her. She looks at me and locks eyes with me. She smiles and says "hi there" and I automatically freak out and slam my door completely closed. My heart was pounding and I was sweating almost instantly. She begins to knock on my door and says "um hello? You left your groceries outside should I just leave them here or what?" In my head I said "fuuuuk why won't she just go away!" I yell back "uh yeah I'll get them just leave em there." She leaves and I open my door ten minutes later after trying to pull myself together. I quickly grab my groceries and close my door. I set the groceries on my dinner table and a small piece of paper falls out one of the bags. I thought to myself it was just a receipt but it wasn't. It was her phone number and so begins my journey to little space...