The Jerk Next Door | pjm

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He pushed me against the wall, giving me rough kisses. I melt in his kisses but still not kissing back. I missed this. Why can't i stop this feelings? It's getting in my nerves and i might even give him a chance without a second thought and let the cycle begin again. That's how deep my love was for him. Or should i say 'is'?

He moved his hands down my back and to my ass, giving it a squeeze. "Kiss me" He mumbled through the kiss. I tugged on his hair, finding myself obeying his order, kissing him back. I pulled him closer with my arms around his neck, feeling the need to take him more in my mouth. I felt him smirking in my lips, tilting his head more to the side to deepen the kiss. I felt him bit my lower lip that made me gasp a little, not knowing that his tongue is making it's way deep in me. We explored each other's mouth, playing around with each other's tongue, feeling myself getting hotter.

He then pulled back, making our saliva's string break. His dark, cold eyes stared into mine while licking his lips, making me a hot mess. He hungrily moved down to my jaw and down to my collarbone, giving me lots of hickeys. I moaned. His hot breath tickling my neck, making me feel weak and dizzy. My hand is making its way to his abdomen and around his abs while my other arm is on his hair, tugging it, making him groan. "I will make you remember how wet your little kitten is by my doings." He cupped my breast, making me moan louder.

I felt his hand on my inner thighs, making circles, giving me goosebumps. He roughly pulled my other leg closer to his erection, slowly grinding on it making us both loose our minds.

The make up session was getting so intense and i knew for the fact that this will not end up well. I pushed him slowly, making him stop what he was doing.

"Please Yoongi. Don't make my life a living hell again. Leave now or else-" he put his index finger on my lips, shutting me up. "Here we go with another threat. You haven't changed one bit, Hyerin. Still as feisty as ever. I love that for you. It made me fall for you more."

I chuckled bitterly. "You, falling in love? Can't imagine it, Yoongi."

"Believe what you want to believe, Hyerin. But soon enough, you will be able to hold me in you arms and say those lovely words you say to me every single day back then. Words like..." he leaned in, making our forehead touch.

"... I love you."

I wasn't quite sure but i caught a glimpse of his eyes shining. Before i was able to say a word, he pulled his cap down to his eye level and left me all alone on my knees, crying silently.

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I keep tossing and turning. I couldn't sleep. All i could think of was him. I looked at the note that has his new number that i found on mi pockets, debating whether i should save it on my contacts or not. My thoughts were cut off when my ringtone played loudly.

"What do you want. I was sleeping and you just had to ruin it. Great." I annoyingly said through the phone.

"Yeah right. Then why is your lamp on all along? Did you 'forget' to turn it off? I know that you can't sleep with a light shining in your eyes, Hyerin."

I looked around my room, searching for cameras. "No, i didn't put any cameras around your room." he giggled.

I hugged myself, getting goosebumps. How the heck did he know? "Look out your window."

I looked at my left, seeing him standing in front of his window, waving his hands. "You're a girl and yet you don't care about your safety. The next time i see your curtains open, i'm gonna whoop yo ass. Be aware, baby girl." he winked and i rolled my eyes.

I stopped smiling, remembering what happened earlier. "What happened to you and that girl?" i raised an eyebrow. He sighed. "Well after you left she kept on calling you names and said that you were as ugly as an elephant and i had to defend you because you're my best friend. And besides i was actually joking around with you to see what your reaction would be but"  i didn't expect you to say those words all of a sudden so i acted that way. He thought.