𝑴𝑬𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑪𝑯𝑶𝑳𝒀 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 ➭h.eb×j.jk

**19**

   
    CHAPTER  19

    H.EB

     Friday is just right around the corner. I'm pretty excited for this friday, since I get to ride a lot of crazy rides. It has been a rumour that the rides will be 10x more awesome, which is good.

      I got up from my bed and head to the bathroom, I did my shower routine then head out of the bathroom. I went to my closet and grab my uniform as I wore it, then I put on a long denim coat over my outfit. I grab my bag and head down.

    Grabbing an apple, I bit on it then wore my black high cut converse shoes. Then head out of my house.

   I'm actually going to Jungkook's house but when I closed the door then turn around I saw him doing the same thing. I wave my hand and he smiled at me as he wave his hand too.

   He walk across the street so that he could be near me. I didn't know what to say so I just let out a small 'hey'. Which he also did to me. And an awkward silent consumes us both. We walk to school silently. No conversation happening, just us walking together to school in silence.

    We arrive at our room. I spotted Eunha just scribbling on her book. She looks frustrated. I took a peak on what she was doing. I didn't got to see anything cause she quickly closed her book. She must've realize that there's someone behind her.

    "Hello, Eunha!" I greeted happily, she put on a small smile and greeted me back. I was about to tell Jungkook to greet Eunha but he was alreadt at our seat. I groan in annoyance and head to him.

    I put my bag down and sat beside him. "You should've greeted Eunha" I whispered and he didn't say anything back. I just rolled my eyes at him and stared out the window. Waiting for our teacher to arrive.

    Mr. Kim arrived started his lesson.

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    It was already lunch time. Jungkook, Eunha and I head to the cafeteria. We saw Yewon and Mark at our table and head there. Jungkook and Eunha were holding hands which made me uncomfortable.

   Both of them were being lovey dovet while I was being the third wheeler. Im forever the third wheeler.

   I sat beside Yewon this time since I don't want the incident yestersay to happen again. Eunha, Jungkook and Mark sat together. At least I didn't get to be squished by those two fatties.

    We bought our food and came back at our table.

     "Tomorrow is the opening of the amusement park! I'm so excited" Yewon squealed which made me squeal also. "I'm excited to ride the rollercoaster, I heard it has loop-de-loops this time" I said excitedly.

   Eunha looked at me weirdly as if I said something wrong. "What?" I asked as I raise an eyebrow. "How could you like those kinds of rides? It's scary, I'd rather do those gun games" Eunha said.

    "Well, Eunha-ya, if you didn't know, I'm obsessed with extreme rides" I said proudly. Eunha just looked at me weirdly then continued to eat her food.

     "The sea dragon is the same as ever" Mark said. You couldn't do anything with the sea dragon. It just swings very high, but it does gives you some adrenaline since it swings very fast and makes you feel as if your soul is about to leave your body.

     It's sad that they didn't add a bungee jumping activity. I would go in rounds if there is one.

    "Next time let's try bungee jumping! Or paragliding!" I said and they nodded except for Eunha. Eunha seems like she doesn't like the stuffs that we were talking about. She suggested to go to an amusement park but is scared of the cool rides. Eunha has no jam (oohh, no zem *in sinb's voice* HAHAHAHAHHA).

     We just kept on talking about the upcoming park. Then we decided to head back to our rooms before the bell could ring.

    As we went back to our room, Jungkook and I continued our conversation about the amusement park.

    "I bet you can't put lipstick on as we ride the rollercoaster" I challenged Jungkook. "You as a girl can't even put lipbalm properly" Jungkook countered making me offended. "Excuse me! I do know how to out lipbalm, for your information" I sassed as I flip my hair sassily. We then both laugh as we kept on joking around.

     I miss this. I miss making fun of Jungkook, I miss slapping or punching him. I miss at how our conversations would get a little bit weird. I miss him so much. If he didn't confess maybe me avoiding him wouldn't have happened.

    But what could I do? He did it. I feel sad for him, I treated him as a brother when he looked at me as if I was the most precious girl in the world. Even tho he would be mean at me, he'll still be very kind to me. He is like a tsundere, he doesn't show his feelings properly, but does eventually.

     I then realize Eunha was beside us. She felt so out of place. I turn to her and she looked angry.

    "Oh! Eunha-ya, I'm sorry we got carried away, wanna talk about something else?" I said and she just shook her head. She was sulking. I look at Jungkook and motioned my head to Eunha telling him that he should talk to Eunha. Jungkook nodded his head and walk beside Eunha and talked to her.

     I didn't listen to their conversation cause I didn't want to, it might be full of lovey dovey shit.

    Now that I mention that, I'm very confused. Does Jungkook really like me or he just said that to make fun of me? He does joke around alot. But he looked serious about it.

    Now that Jungkook and I are on talking terms. He became much closer with Eunha, it's as if his confession didn't mean anything. Now that I thought about it, it hurts me.

    Am I really that easy to forget?

    Am I really that easy to leave behind?

     Am I that boring to make someone move on fast?

     I feel so worthless.

    I was then snap back to reality when Jungkook held my arm stopping me from walking further. We were already in front of our classroom. We then head inside and I then went to my seat. Ignoring the stares from the other students. I then look outside as I waited for the teacher to arrive.

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CHAPTER 19!! OH MEH GHAD 1 MORE CHAPTER LEFT TO MAKE MY BOOK HAVE 2O CHAPTERS!!

Yow guys I hab a new theory. Its about Dispatch×BTS.

What if BTS planned it all along. Making Dispatch sick of stalking them so that they could visit their "girlfriends" secretly without getting caught.

Or they were actually meeting up with their "girlfriends" but spotted Dispatch and send a text to one of their member to meet up at a place and when they see Dispatch leave they would go to their "girlfriend".

I mean why would they meet up with each other when they all live together? Or maybe Im just being paranoid😂

Thats all!

Thanks for Reading!