only fools fall for you

18

I wake up and the sun is shining and I heard "Peter" I don't move. I heard "Peter" I finally sit up and look to see Tony.
He smiled and then walked away and I looked at the wall that is facing my door.
I look at my phone and see nothing from anybody.

I'm a senior now and Wade left last year and I haven't heard anything from him.

I get out of bed and dressed and then walk out of the room and eat breakfast then leaving.
I make it to school and walk inside and to my locker and open it and put stuff in it and then I heard "is this taken" I look and my bag falls to the ground.
He was smiling and I don't smile back.
He said "surprised to see me I know it's surprising but I think that we need to talk like about a lot" I still don't say anything he said "the silent treatment I see I deserve that" I just bend down and pick up my bag and walk past him.
He said "Peter wait" I feel like I can't breathe he isn't really here he is just a figment of your imagination he isn't here he isn't here he-.
I get turned around and he started kissing me and by instinct I started kissing back and then he pulled away and said "can we talk" I nod and then he took me an empty classroom and he said "so I left without saying goodbye" I said "that was a pretty shitty thing to do" he nodded and said "I know and I'm sorry" I lean against the desk and said "why did you do it" he sighed and said "honestly I had it planned before we made up. I was going to go to give you the space you needed and when I brought the idea up to my dad he was so excited and happy that I wanted to go stay with him and then me and you made up the night before but I couldn't have told my dad that I couldn't go so I left" I said "why didn't you call or even text I mean not one goodbye or even making sure I knew you were alive I mean God Wade I went days without eating or sleeping to worried about you I mean" I stop and don't continue.
He said "I know I'm sorry but my dad doesn't know I'm gay and if he caught me texting or talking to you then he would beat the crap out of me he's really religious and is totally against guy guy action" I nod and then sit down and said "I just it was really hard without you" he bent down in front of me and said "I know to trust me it was hard there too but I'm not leaving again I promise and if I do then your coming with me and we will spend the rest of our lives together and grow old together and have kids together and spend our lives together forever" I feel tears in my eyes and he hugs me and holds the back of my head and I just I wanted it to stay like that.
I didn't want to leave I didn't want to go back to reality to where I'm monitored 24/7 by every second and everyone keeps talking to mean-.
I grip him tighter and he does the same and I say "I don't want to lose you again" it was muffled by my mouth being in his neck and he said "you won't have to" and then pulled away.
He looked me in the eyes and then kissed my forehead and then the bell rang and brought us back to reality and he said "how about we get out of here go somewhere else somewhere better" I nod and said "yeah that sounds good" he smiled and nodded.
We drive to the cliff and we cuddled and we left our phones in the car and the sun was setting and we haven't talked since the school and I break it by saying "let's run away" he said "what" I said "let's leave here like we never existed like we could change our names and everything about ourselves and get a nice little house and just close ourselves from the world" he said "Peter we only have a year left of school we can do that after school" I swallow hard and sit up from his lap.
He said "what's going on" I look beyond the cliff wishing it would collapse.
I said "I don't know" while still looking. He said, "did something happen while I was gone."
I look down and said "a lot happened while you were gone Wade" he didn't say anything and I continued.
"I couldn't handle the thoughts anymore why I wasn't good enough for you to stay why I wasn't ever good enough for anyone to stay asking myself why you left thinking that maybe you found somebody better the thinking never stopped and then one day it did when I came here" he grabbed my shoulder and said "Peter" I said "I broke my arm and had to spend time in the hospital I tried calling you once and I got some guy named Harry we met up at a party and things happened Wade I couldn't stop them" he pulled me in and I cried into his shoulder and he rubbed my back.
I woke up the next morning in my own bed under a blanket and somebody holding me. I turn to face them and see it was Wade and I let a breath out and close my eyes and cuddle closer to him and he gripped me tighter and I fell back asleep and woke up to Wade, not in bed.
I sit up and look around and sigh. I pull the blanket up and walk out of my room and then I hear music playing and I walk into the kitchen and see him making food and I smile and he looked at me and said "good your awake I was just about to come and get you" I sit down on the counter and said "what are you doing" he said "making breakfast duh" I smile and nod and then he turned the stove off and I said "where is everyone" shrugged and said "they were gone when I woke up" I nod and then jump off the counter grabbing plates and we ate breakfast together.