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hiii enjoy this part its different compare to other parts got the idea from tumblr :)

its when he found out that you have eating disorder

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"Hey Y/N!" Harry said kissing you in the hair. "Sooo.. how's your day princess?"

"It's fine really," you answered. But to be honest its really not fine, today you went in your twitter again which only made you regret it.. you've seen nothing but hate, people telling you how much you don't deserve harry because you're a big fat whale, you tried to ignore it but you just can't you cried for hours and started to threw everything up you eat. You have to be pretty, you have to be skinny.. for Harry.

"Are you okay?" you nod not looking at him.

"I can tell that you're not babe what's wrong?" he asked you worriedly.

"I said I'm fine Harry."

He decided to watch a movie, he picked his favorite DVDs and insisted to make pop corn, you think.. 'No I wouldn't eat that.'

After a while Harry exited the kitchen with one big bowl of pop corn and two pints of ice cream, you grimace how on earth did we had ice cream in the fridge?

The movie started, you still haven't touched your food, you just cant. skinny.. skinny.. skinny. one bite and you'll gain 3000 pounds.

"Hey eat them." Harry said, looking at you in disbelief. You just nod and started to have small bites.

Few moments later you emptied everything, you can't believe it.

"Wow Y/N that's.. fast." Harry said, you're now ashamed, he still haven't finished his, and you, you're still wanting more. Your lips trembled and your eyes glossy, you quickly excused yourself and ran in the bathroom.

You cried whilst looking in the mirror, you don't look like just a whale, you look like two whales combined together, or three or four. That's it you opened your mouth and started to poke your tonsil with your finger, you gagged and gagged until you threw up.

"Y/N! What the hell are you doing?!" Harry loudly knocked on the door, more like punching it, you cried harder, your sobs louder.

"I swear to God if you don't open this goddamn door I'm gonna destroy it!" he yelled whilst still pounding the door. You ignored him, you gargled with a mouthwash and looked at the reflection of you in the mirror. Your eyes are very red and puffy, your hair sticking everywhere, you look ugly.. very ugly.

You opened the door looking at Harry straight in the eye, you didn't say anything you made your way in your room you jump in your bed covering yourself with blanket.

"Y/N..why?" Harry asked, "Are you doing this for long time?" you just cried you can't talk, because you just can't.

"Are you insane Y/N! why would you do such a thing!" he yelled although you can't see him you know that he'd look furious as ever.

He removed the blanket from you and sat you, facing him, you covered your face with your hands not wanting him to see your awful face.

"Look at me Y/N.." you rejected.

He removed your hands in your face and you looked at him, he's so gorgeous unlike you looking like a trash right now.

"I did everything to make you feel special Y/N, can't you feel that?" he cupped your face you're still crying you can't stop. "Isn't that enough princess? tell me, talk to me please talk," he begged.

"Harry.."

"Harry you don't understand, and you wont! I'm ugly I'm fa.." he cut you off kissing you in the lips.

"Don't. You.Dare.To.Say.That.Again." he kissed you again and you sob in the kiss. How could you be so lucky? having Harry to be your boyfriend was the greatest thing happened to you.

"No one is prettier than you babe, no one, you look like a goddess in any aspects, if other people think otherwise then they can now happily go to hell, you're important y/n, very. Your body is perfect, you are perfect you're heavenly perfect, and I'll always love you I wont ever stop loving you y/n, I'll still love you until I die, until we're both wrinkled and eighty five, just keep that in mind okay? I love you very much." he said breathless, you smiled and kissed him and it lasted long.

"Harry, I love you more than you love me." You honestly told him.

"No babe, I love you more than you ever think you love me, enough said."

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