January 1, 2019.
12:00am "Happy new years babe I swear this year is gonna be great for us"
4:36pm "I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you but I don't think this is going to work out, I hope you understand"
I don't hate you. I don't hate the fact that I let myself fall in love with you. Why? Because though you held part of my soul, I knew that our "love" for each other wasn't going to last forever, but here I am still loving you. I'm not like most girls you've been with but somehow you manipulated your way into my mind, soul, and finally my body. I don't regret being with you because even though right now I feel like my heart was physically ripped apart into pieces, you taught me how to love the people who hurt me. How can I hate you for teaching me something beautiful?
