I hate men!

Finding out

Once you finally calmed down, you looked around and finally noticed that they are all in your room and you are hugging them and they are hugging you back. *What the'* You thought as your eyes widen and broke the hug.

"Oh, you are fine already?" Himchan asked and you looked at him. "Please get out of my room. No one is supposed to be in here. Especially men." You said and they looked at you. "Why not? We won't judge you. We know that you are an otaku so what's wrong? We like watching animes too and reading mangas as well." Daehyun said and you looked at them. "Easy for you to say." You muttered and sighed internally. *When you don't even know what type of genre i like.* You thought and when you looked up, you saw Jongup nearing your laptop.

"YAH! Don't touch it!" You shouted but it's too late, Jongup already pressed play and all their eyes are on the anime you are watching half-way and you hung your head low. *You.. Saw.. It.* you thought as you sighed and hid your face in your hands, hiding from the reality. "So.. This is what you are hiding all this time? Not even allowing your unnie in here because of this?" Youngjae asked and you opened your fingers and looked at them through the separate fingers. "Y-you don't.. Think i am.. Weird or disgusting or.. Gross?" You asked, voice slightly trembling and they smiled. "You like yaoi and some like how you say.. Yuri? And some like other genres so it's okay. We understand. We are just glad that you don't think that what happens in here, happens in real life as well." Youngjae said and you slowly put your hand down and looked at them.

"Please.. Don't tell unnie. Unnie must not know. And also.. Keep it a secret from everyone that you went into my room, okay? Promise?" You requested and they smiled while nodding. "What makes you like yaoi anyways?" Jongup asked, curious. "Well.. I start reading manags first then followed by animes. I just thought it's interesting but.. You saw how my parents are. I can't let them hate me more so.." You said and they looked at you, jaw-dropped. "Those are your parents? Why don't they look like your parents?" Himchan said, shocked and you sighed. "They just treat unnie like she's their only daughter but i don't really mind since i've been treated like this since i was young." You sighed but smiled a little when you looked at them.

"Now get out, i need my privacy and you are invading my privacy." You said and they walked out. "But.. Thank you." You thanked while opening your door a little and they smiled and you closed the door while locking it. *They are really kind.. Aren't they? They.. Smiled for me.. And not out of pity.* You thought and smiled a little to yourself.