I hate men!

Feelings.. For you?

Once their interview is done, manager Kang dropped Youngjae at your house and drove off to TS. He breathed in deeply and sighed. He walked towards the door and after knocking it a few a times, you opened the door. "Wh-what are you doing here?" You asked, shocked and he just smiled awkwardly while rubbing the back of his neck. "Umm.. Can i come in?" He asked and you nodded slowly and opened the door for him.

"And again.. Why are you here? Unnie's in TS." You asked and he sighed. "We saw you at the streets just now and.. You aren't really yourself so.. I- i mean.. We are all kind of worried." Youngjae said and you nodded. "I'm fine, thanks for coming all the way here just to ask me this." You said and as you are going to the door, Youngjae stopped you. "Is that really the truth?" He asked and you stopped in your tracks. "What does it matter to you?" You questioned back and he looked at you suspiciously. "Something happened, right?" Youngjae asked slowly and you sighed.

"Why not just go back to your girlfriend and stop bothering me." You snapped and your eyes went wide and you slapped your hand over your mouth. "I-i didn't. I.. I.." You kept stammering with your eyes wide and Youngjae looked at you with his brows knitted in confusion. "What.. Are you talking about? My.. Girlfriend?" He asked in confusion and you nodded. "That girl i saw you with just now, isn't that your girlfriend?" You asked, feeling ashamed than usual. "That isn't my girlfriend, that is our stylist noona. What makes you think she is my girlfriend?" Youngjae asked, curious but he's a little happy on the inside. You got stuck in your throat and no words could come out, all you feel is embarrassed.

*Maybe this is the time to ask it?* Youngjae wondered and nodded. "Jiyeon-ah.. What.. Do you think about me?" Youngjae asked, a little anticipating yet scared at the same time. "I don't know but.. All i can think about is you and when i see you with some other woman, i get all irritated and i start imagining things and.. I don't know! I get annoyed and irritated at the smallest thing and it's killing me." You finally said and tears started coming out and you don't even know why. "Are you perhaps.. Jealous?" Youngjae asked and you looked at him, confused. 'Jealous?" You repeated and he nodded. "You are in love with me." Youngjae added and you went wide-eyed. "That's not a joke, is it?" You asked and he shook his head.

"Aniyo, i'm in love with you too. All i ever think about is you and when you are not around, i start imagining things." Youngjae said and you looked at him, wide-eyed. *Same as me..* You thought as you gasped silently. "And when i finally noticed that i've been thinking about you the whole day, i get angry, irritated and annoyed at myself." Youngjae added and you looked at him, bewildered. "We have feelings for each other Jiyeon.. Why not be honest with yourself? With ourselves?" Youngjae said and you froze on the spot. "M-maybe we.. I mean i, should." You said and he smiled the cutest smile you have ever seen, making you smile back. "Glad that your hatred or fears for men are finally gone though." Youngjae said and you shook your head. "I still do but.. I only don't feel that for you and your members." You said and he nodded.

After talking to each other for the whole night, the both of you decided to go on a date. "Stop worrying, it's just a  trial anyways and rest assure, i'll always be there for you no matter no what." Youngjae assured and you nodded, taking in his assurance. "Gomawo.. Oppa." You said softly but he heard and smiled. "That's a first. Good job." Youngjae praised while ruffling your hair and you smiled while blushed slightly. "See you later. I'll text you later." Youngjae said and you nodded and after he gave you a goodnight and a goodbye kiss on your cheek, he left hurriedly while you just stood at the doorway, frozen in spot.

Once you finally got out of your own happy trance, you blinked a few times and touched the cheek which he just kissed and smiled to yourself like an idiot while blushing madly. *I think i really am in love.* You thought while closing the door, still smiling and went to your room while locking it.