Mind Riddles

Boyfriend??

"So he's your boyfriend?" 

I cough hard and she starts laughing. I brush my long bangs out of my face. "It would be good for you my dear." Said the one that was called Candice said smiling and putting her hand on Lee's shoulder. I roll my eyes slightly. Lee can take care of herself. 

Then there it was. I about broke down and started to cry when I saw it. I never been so sad and terrified in my life. Flash. I blinked at the camera and felt a small single tear leave my eye. It looked exactly like James' camera. The liner on the top, hiding the small button. The black cap hanging off the front of the camera. I stared at the camera but never the person who held it. I didn't want to see him. I didn't want to see his big blueish-greenish eyes. His beautiful blonde-black hair smoothed back while his bangs lay in front of his eyes. His glasses on the tip of nose. He would smile every time I gave him that look, the look that said "you did not just take a picture of me." He would laugh and shake his head holding up the picture and would say, "Just to put in an album." I would roll my eyes and then kiss him. 

It hurt to remember that. All of it. And knowing that he left me, and he's never coming back. I'll never feel his arms around my neck, or his lips on mine, or him telling me I'm an idiot because I made a mess. I missed the fact that I was with him no matter what. 
 Lee squeezed my arm and I looked at her. I smiled slightly and then looked at the horror on her face. I then noticed I was in a different room than before. "What's happening?" She shook her head. "You totally dazed out after the picture, then you blacked out talking about how you loved someone and all, so they thought you were talking about ME" I then froze. 

A spark of terror filled my body and I began to sweat. "OH FUCK NO!" I screamed. I began to pace back and forth and running a hand through my hair. "This can't be happening! Shit SHit SHIT" I watched Lee's face as she began to blush. She held onto the bottom of her dress as she looked down at her heels. I then did something I didn't expect myself to do. 

 She looked too desperate for love. She looked to unhappy. I've never seen her look so sad. I then felt an urge which shot me towards her. 

I kissed her. 

I never thought I would do that. Not at all. I scared myself when I grabbed her waist. Well shit Aaron, you broke the promise! I then did something that was even worse. I trailed my hand up her dress. 

-SMUT WARNING- 

She shivered the more my hand went up the dress. I stopped right below her breast. I took her dress off and threw her onto the bed. She squealed as I crawled on top of her. I smiled and chuckled. I moved my hand up her side and..."EMILY!" 

-Ha you thought-

She groaned and got up putting her dress back on. I sat on her bed trying to make out what just happened. Before she left the room I grabbed her hand and pulled her into my lap. I made her face me and I smirked. I kissed her lips softly before she had to leave. She laughed as she wrapped her arms around my neck.  I felt very wrong about what I was doing. I had already broken James promise. I'm not even in love with her. She just loves me. I think. "Do you love me?" I stare at her blank expression. "I've always loved you." I unwrapped her hands from my neck. I smile softly and kiss her cheek. "Ok"