Pastel ≒ Y.G ~ H.S (✔️)

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"Am I the only one?"
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"Ugh, she's such a bitch!" Jimin yelled once he heard about Yoongis situation with Alicia and Hoseok. "And he's such a dick," Roa growled, sitting in their history class with a sigh.

The two were gossiping the whole class period because what are the supposed to do? Pay attention? They loved to spread the fact that someone broke up or someone's throwing a party, or whatever it may be, they're talking about it.

"You think Yoongi will finally see how bad Hoseok is and dump him?" Roa asked as she stared daggers into Alicia's head. "If he doesn't, I will," Jimin pouted, Roa rolled her eyes as she patted Jimin on his back. "Yah, stop that, give him time to see how bad he is,"

"How long do we have to wait? Until they grow old and have thirty kids?!" Jimin asked, Roa sighed and shook her head, "Who in their right mind would adopt thirty kids?" Jimin shrugged as he sighed angrily, "Maybe they wanna be on one of those TV shows," he mumbled, Roa laughed as she ruffled Jimins hair and started to play on her phone.

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"I fucked up so bad, man," Hoseok groaned, he was currently at Namjoons House, the younger telling him to come over instead of ranting on the phone after school, Jin and Jungkook decided to make an appearance because they wanted to be nosey.

"What happened?"

"You know what happened," Hoseok glared, Namjoon brought his hands up with a small smile, "You came to me man, deal with the consequences," Hoseok rolled his eyes and sat back on the bed.

"I took him to the bathroom and he told me to end this shit with Alicia, he told me to stop talking to her," Hoseok mumbled with his hands covering his face, Jin sighed, "And you said.."

"I told him I couldn't-"

"You fucking idiot," Jungkook laughed as he texted someone on his phone, "You're supposed to say okay and then still talk to her behind his back." Hoseok sat up and glared at the younger boy.

"I still wonder why Taehyung wanted to go out with you." He said, Jungkook smirked, "I have my ways, you see-"

"La! La! La! La! La! Don't wanna hear it! La! La! La!" Jin suddenly yelled, Jungkook rolled his eyes at the olders childish ways but he sat back and shut his mouth.

"What happened after that, buddy?"

"He got really mad, and he was still crying. He asked me why I had to still talk to her and I told him I couldn't tell him so he got upset and told me I could talk to him when I'm ready to tell him why," Hoseok explained, Namjoon shook his head with a disappointed sigh.

"I really don't think this is a good idea, Hoseok, you're breaking the poor boy," he said, Hoseok bit his lip as he looked at his friend, "I'm not breaking him, I'm just making him sad, I promise you, I'm going to fix this." He said, Jin rolled his eyes at the younger.

"You say this all the time, you always say you're going to fix this but when are you going to actually fix it? Are you Bob the Builder or some shit? Just realize where you messed up and choose. It's either Alicia or Yoongi." Jin said, Hosoek shook his head and Jungkook groaned.

"Why are you even still talking to that girl anyway? She's an awful person." The younger said, Hoseok growled as he looked at Jungkook, but it didn't intimidate him. "I have my fucking reasons, Kook."

"Okay but what is the reason?" Namjoon asked, "You have a reason for everything but you never fucking tell us, how are we supposed to have your back when you won't even share your plans with us?" He asked, Hoseok shook his head as he stood up.

"You know what? I don't have to share shit with you guys! I thought I could go to you for advice but you're just lecturing me like a fucking five year old! Fuck you! I don't need your fucking help!" Hoseok yelled, storming out of the house and slamming the door behind him.

"I how we all know he's going to be asking us for help tomorrow," Jin mumbled as he looked out the window. Jungkook nodded and Namjoon only sighed.

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Hoseok came home with a slam of the door, not caring if his parents get mad at him for making so much noise.

He didn't know what to do.

His friends won't help him and he has to keep going with Yoongi and Alicia, he can't tell anyone why, he just can't, it hurts him too much. Mentally and Physically.

He sat on the couch put his head in his hands, sighing deeply as he just closed his eyes and tried to think, he tried to think of something he could do, something he could say. Something. Anything.

"Haven't seen you here for a few days." Hoseok heard his fathers voice say, Hoseok only sighed as he continued to hold his head in his hands, trying his best to ignore the man.

"Yah, don't you hear me talking to you? What are ya! Deaf?!" His father then yelled, going to grab Hoseok's arm but Hoseok quickly moved away and shook his head.

"I'm not fucking deaf, I'm just tired, tired of this fucking bullshit." Hoseok said, looking at his father as the man growled at the words that left his mouth.

"Who do you think you're talking to, eh? You want a repeat of last time? You worthless piece of shit?" He asked, Hoseok shook his head as he circled around the couch and quickly made his way upstairs, closing and locking his door.

"Fuck." He sighed as he laid on his bed, he tried to control the tears that came to his eyes but all of this was to much, his conflicted feelings and his abusive father and his terrible excuse of a mother. He couldn't handle all of this and still be the happy, carefree Hoseok everyone knew.

This was all too much.

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I would say it gets better but that's a lie, it gets better for like..two chapters and then we're back to things getting worse :)

This was also just a filler chapter, actual shit happens in the next update.