You stand up from Shawn's cuddle and go to your closet.
"Hm.. what are you doing?" He asks. You grin while choosing your outfit.
"Oh well.. I'm changing to go out." You reply and he raises his brows then looks at the clock.
"Is 11pm.." he says and you nod.
"I know. I told you I'm going out in the mornings and late evenings. And you said you'll come with me. We're going to the beach." You say and his eyes light up. He gives you a cute smile and nods.
"I'll go and put this on then we can go." You say and he nods.
After you you change in the bathroom you go and see that Shawn is no longer in bed. You frown and go in the living room.
"Shawn?" You say and notice him on the couch.
"This is beautiful." He says while holding a picture of the sunrise of Toronto.
"Indeed is." You agree and sit next to him. "Come on let's go." You say taking his hand.
"Will we walk?" He asks and you smirk.
"I have some birds we can go on." You say and he frowns.
"Birds..?" He asks and you chuckle. You say nothing and exit your apartment with Shawn following you.
You two go to your garage and you open it. In it is your black car and two scouters."Oooh! Birds!" He says and you chuckle.
You two go on them till the beach who isn't that far from your condo. There's no traffic so everything is fine. As you reach the beach you go and sit on the sand, you close your eyes and listen to the only sound that's surrounding you. The waves.
You hear Shawn sitting next to you.
"Is beautiful." He says and you open your eyes.
"Yes. Yes it is." You say and take your camera out. You capture the sea and then you look at Shawn, he is standing up watching the sky smiling. You don't even think twice and snap a photo
His phone goes up and he checks it up before sighing.
"Is everything okay?" You ask tilting your head.
"Yeah just.. My friend..Cameron. He uh. He's in love with two girls at the same time and he asked for my advice.. but I have none. What do you think?" He asks and you pat the sand next to you. He smiles a bit and sits next to you.
"Look Shawn. Your friend, Cameron, cannot be in love with two people at the same time." You say and he frowns.
"But he is. I mean. If you are in a relationship and then fall in love with one more person what would you do?" He asks and you sigh.
"I'd choose the second one." You say and Shawn frowns again.
"Why?"
"Because, Shawn, if you're really in love with the first person then you wouldn't have fallen for the second. You can love two people. And more. But you can be in love just with one at a time. Tell Cameron that if he loves two girls. He's in love with the thought of one of them. He should tell his girlfriend that he is not in love with her anymore because if he doesn't, he will be hurt and so will she when she'll find out." You explain.
"But he does love his girlfriend." Shawn argues.
"Yes. But loving someone and be in love with someone is a big difference." You say and he remains quiet.
~
Shawn eneters in his apartment and sighs. The conversation with you give him a lot to think about. He takes off his jacket and goes to the kitchen where a warm meal waits for him. He frowns.
"I missed you." She says. Shaan turns around just to see his girlfriend, Emily, standing in the door's frame.
A smile breaks on his face and he goes to hug her. She jumps on him and Shawn smiles.
"I missed you too baby." He says then pulls away to kiss her.
He pulls away and studies her face. He smiles just looking at her. Yes he is in love.
In that moment his phone rings and he answers it.
"Alo?" He responds without looking at the contact.
"Hey Shawn!" You say and he smiles at the sound of your voice. "Sorry to bother you but.. is there a chance for you to know how to repair a sink or do you?" You ask and he chuckles.
"Yes I do I'll be at yours in a few." He says then hangs up. Shawn puts his phone in his pocket then turns around and faces his girlfriend.
"Babe I'll be back in a few I have to help a friend with their sink." Shawn says and Emily smiles.
"Of course. But don't stay too much I need my time with you." She says sweetly and Shawn nods.
"Me too baby." He says then heads to your apartment.
"Me and Y/n are just friends. We didn't kiss or anything. I only love my girlfriend." Shawn mumbles while heading to the 13th floor.
He knocks on your door and you answer at the door instantly.
"Hey! Thank you so much for doing this.." you say and he smiles.
"No problem y/n. If you need my help I'll always come." He says and you smile.
"Let me show you the sink." You say an she nods. You two go to your kitchen and you bring him some keys.
"Oh okay I know how to repair this." He says and you smile.
"I have to take a shower I hope you don't mind.. but don't leave without telling me." You say and he nods.
"Go ahead." He says and you smile.
Around 20 minutes Shawn is ready to leave so he goes to your room. He knocks on your door and when he hears a 'yes' from you he eneters. He sees you on the bed in a hoodie. And not any hoodie. A youth hoodie. Just that.
"Oh shit.. I totally forgot .." you say standing up and he smiles.
"Is okay. I like your hoodie." He says and you blush.
"Shut up." You say and he chuckles.
"I'll go now I only came to say goodbye." He says and you nod.
You stand up and give him a hug. He hugs you hug smiling.
"Your hair smells nice." He says then blushes realizing what he just said.
"Thanks. I love yours is fluffy." You say putting your hand through his hair.
"Thanks." He says. He smiles at how you didn't care of what he said.
"By the way I loved hanging out with you today." You say and he nods staring at your face.
"Please don't." You say covering your face. "I don't have make up on."
"You don't need to. You're just so beautiful." He says taking your hands from your face and leans in. When he almost kisses you, you pull a away a little.
"Sorry." He says coughing awkwardly.
"No. No! I want to kiss you. Is just. I really like you and I dunno.." you say looking at the floor. He lifts your chin up with two fingers and smiles at you.
"I'll see you tomorrow y/n." He says and you smile. You go to him to the door.
"See you tomorrow Mendes." You say and he smiles. You close the door and Shawn smiles because of what you said. He then sighs.
"Fuck.." yes he is in love. But you are right. He can't be in love with two people. So who is the one he loves the thought of. Which one?
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FanfictionThe singer, Shawn Mendes, finds himself falling for two persons at the same time. He is in a relationship with a beautiful young woman that is an actress. Their relationship is not public but he thinks he is the one even though they're very differen...