It Never Was Easy.

•going home

It's been the worst 2 nights of my life man I wasn't even in a regular cell I was put into a holding cell with a bunch of other bitches. I SEEN A BITCH GO THROUGH WITHDRAWAL RAW.

"Inmates line up when you hear your last name" the guard called out.

"Cason, Cena, Johnson and Zena" he stated the names causing all of us to stand up and head out behind him making our way out to the van.

Once we were all on the van locked up and shit our journey to court began. I talked to a lawyer Nyla and Veah picked out for me she said if they try and pursue charges don't plead guilty make them gather evidence and it's a 100% chance I can walk. I could of been out if I would have made bail the night I got here but I didn't so it's cool.

"Johnson lets go" one of them ugly ass guards yelled at me to come out my seat and off the van.

I'm really upset that i got locked up fresh from my nap what a way to come back to life.

"keep going straight to the guard over there they'll take you to where you need to go" was the last thing that fat faced fucker said to me before I proceeded to my way.

"alright honey you are all set to go" the last person I went through said to me.

"Thank you" I quickly said to her giving her a small smile.

walking to the courtroom I was appointed to i spotted veah and nyla they was waving at me and shit I was happy to see them but I couldn't do shit back because I was still in handcuffs.

mouthing the words "I love you" to them it was time to speak with this judge finally.

"Sin'aria Jackson can you please come forward" this wrinkled faced bastard said giving me the dirtiest look

standing from my seat I walked away from where I was sitting taking my step up to the stand.

"Who is representing this case?"  He questioned looking up from my paperwork.

"I am" my lawyer said before standing up giving him another folder.

"Okay this is just a summary court visit to go over the charges filed against you, the consequences if you plead guilty and if you take it to trial" he briefly said to me

"Excuse me your honor but can you go over the chargers for me please" my lawyer says to him.

I was ready to go home like now

"First degree murder for the death of Damon Johnson which will result in 25 years to life with no chance of parole If proven guilty"  he continues the conversation between them before giving me his attention

"Ms. Johnson how do you plead to these accusations"  the judge questioned me making my palms instantly get sweaty.

"Not guilty sir" I quickly say back looking at him

"Your honor my client would like to take this case to trial and get her justice the correct way without formal evidence she can't be charged" my lawyer said back causing me to get happy.

Not only was I being accused of killing my brother but I could also be doing 25 years to life and never see my sister again.

"alright then Ms. Johnson but since she didn't make the 48 hour bail time period she will not be released she will stay in state custody until her case is officially closed" banging his gavel passing my folder off I was quickly recuffed.

"SIN WE LOVE YOU BABY, AND YOU GONNA BEAT THIS" veah screams at me across the courtroom.

"I love y'all back" was the last thing I got
to say before I was put back to the van everybody else was released except Cason.

I wasn't here to make friends so I wasn't gonna say anything to her just enjoy my silent ride back to that dirty ass jail.

"why you coming back?" Cason finally breaks the silence looking over at me.

"Ian make the bail time period I'm here til my next court date, you?" I decided to start a conversation up from that stating we was the only niggas on here.

"I plead guilty to my charges they had evidence on me already so it was no need to attempt and fight it i just wanna get it over with" she said back giving me a shrug.

Allowing the silence to fall back between us I noticed we came to a complete stop and was back where I started.

"alright inmates it's time to get y'all through processing and in a bunk I'm pretty sure y'all be done by dinner if we just cooperate here" the guard Ms. Rosie said.

She was a cute old lady that kept me sane the couple days I was here. Safe to say she gonna be seeing a lot of me.

"heyyy Rosie baby miss me?" I say to her looking back as we walk.

"No I don't you've became one more head I gotta watch" she said back laughing with me.

"I love you too" was my response before taking the clothes they gave me.

I've already did the whole strip down thing, I've been assigned my bunk and notified that I only got one more free call.

emotionally going through it right now this food is making me nauseous bitch. I think I'm gonna eat whatever kinda canned fruits they slapped on this damn tray but sis.

Hearing the whistle for the end of lunchtime I go hurry and dump my tray.

"Johnson you can use the phone now" the lady I asked earlier told me.

Basically running to the phones I pick it up dialing my sister up.

"SISTERRRR OMG I MISS YOU MAN this ain't gonna be a long call but I need you to put some money on my commissary quick and on the phone so I can call out, I've been notified that we can have visitors on saturday" was all that I got out soon as she picked up.

"Alright I will do that tomorrow, I'll be there Saturday me and veah I miss you too I'm sorry we couldn't bail you out in time but I love you" she said back right before the dumbass operator came on letting us know we had 3 minutes left.

"alright I gotta go, tell veah im gonna beat her ass and I need you to let my therapist know I wanna talk to her but she gonna have to come here" was my quick response.

"Okay we love you so much" I hear the both of them say before the phone cut the conversation off.

walking back to my cell I walked in hearing small sniffles coming from the top bed. My cellmate is some young girl fresh 18 here on some shoplifting.

"GOD GIVE ME A BREAK" was all I could think before climbing in this flimsy ass thing they call a bed.

laying down with my little blanket I closed my eyes saying a quick prayer before turning my thoughts off settling into my rest.