It Never Was Easy.

•Traveling Back

^Sin^

'the thick bliss of her love, the wild shock from her touch drives me wild..'

"it is a tuesday correct?" my therapist Mrs. Jones asked.

"No its thursday and time for me to leave" i fuss at her getting up from the seat i was in.

"Sin'aria.. its been 2 months and you've came in here to say absolutely nothing" she said behind me while following me to my car.

"its been 2 months of your fake ass smile and bullshit questions now bye i will see you in 2 week AND PLEASE STOP FOLLOWING ME TO MY CAR" i responded to her last statement turning around looking at her.

"when you come back Ms. Johnson we are gonna try something one story for one story your mom is not paying for these classes just so you can sit and play asshole with me when I'm trying to properly do my job"  she fussed sternly at me.

"yeah whatever" I quickly responded back to her before continuing my journey to my car getting in leaving her to the rest of her sessions.

After grabbing myself a bite to eat from Burger King i went straight home no distractions or nothing nice quiet ride and good food.

finally home never felt better.

Let me introduce myself.. hola im sin'aria but most people call me Sin either one is fine with me. I live in Atlanta with my baby sister and I also have a roommate but she never comes home, 19 years old and I recently graduated now I'm just living freely.

"oh stupid bitch fuck you" i laugh on the phone with my sister its been 2 hours since i got home and relaxed.

nyla ❣: don't forget I'll be there in the morning to pick ya ugly ass up.

Sin 🤓: i won't forget damn we gonna have a long ride down ion get why she ain't just move here with us.

nyla ❣: i have the slightest idea but I know when we get there she better not be on her bullshit.

Sin 🤓: on all honesty I'm telling you she is taking me out of therapy I'm so tired of going spending all my damn money on a bitch that don't even wanna see me.

nyla ❣️: after you had that little blackout she been tripping on you since I honestly think it's more to just that.

Sin 🤓: we gonna be home soon she'll address it eventually but I'm gonna start to pack so go do the same, do not forget to get up early I'll be waiting on you hoe I love you.

nyla ❣️: okay bitch I love you too

IM GOING TO VISIT MY MOTHER!!

hanging up with my sister i hurried to shower, getting ready for my big day tomorrow.

dozing off I hear the locks click letting me know somebody has unlocked my door but only 2 niggas had a key Me and Tez so she must be coming to get more clothes.

ignoring the new presence I finally dozed off eager for my trip.

"Bitch i know you ain't sleep" nyla screamed walking to the back. Little do she know I had my alarm set for 5 it's now 8 nigga I been up.

"No bitch im awake and your 15 minutes late" grabbing my suitcase and backpack up i was all ready to go.

"I'm sorry glen wouldn't let me up this morning I told her to come but you know she ain't missing no type games" my sister replied back to me grabbing my laptop and charger for me.

"Hell no somebody gotta pay the pills you act like you tooo damn good to work" our conversation continues as we exit the house, locking it up.

"Hell yea long as she is fed and the bills are paid she gonna be alright I'm not tryna share my space with others I rather stay home now come on motor mouth because you got some nerve it's been forever since you actually dated somebody" nyla finishes up going outside.

after situating our things in the car we was headed on the road back home. this bitch gonna be mad I'm finna sleep all 14 hours.

"Turn that shit on pussy" my sister yelled at me waking me up from my mini catnap.

Taking the aux from her I plugged my phone in playing Mihan girls need love turning the volume up.

this was our song and by any means I was about to act a fucking fool in this car we got 6 hours left and I really don't wanna drive.

"I JUST NEED SOME PUSSY I JUST NEED SOME LOVEE TIRED OF FUCKING WITH THESE LAME BITCHES BABY" screaming the lyrics to the song out the window to the car next to us we was honestly having a good time.

Hours after listening to many different varieties of music we was finally riding down our old block. I could feel the love

"Bitch we home now WE ARE HOME" nyla screamed out her window to all the clueless pedestrians on the way down to the house.

"Yes we are home" getting out the car after my sister I went to the back and got my bags walking straight in the house and to me and my sisters old room putting my things on the bed.

"do not get on my side even tho I'm not gonna be in here you still better stay on your side" annoying said to me before leaving the room.

"Real childish" I mumble under my breath

checking the time it was a lil late so I decided to take a nap until whenever my sister or mom wakes me up.