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Them: My parents didnt listen, only wanted me to do what they wanted. I thought they never understood what was going on in my life. I lost my best friend. My brother.. That there shined a light on my world at the age of 14... My parents never there always working. Alone in the world i thought was so big... Every person has met some depression, No life is perfect. That girl that you see smiling all the time. Making sure everyones ok? Shes "abused" by her parents every day. Thought of killing herself several times. Come next week she finally kills herself cause she thought her parents didnt understand her life in school. That no one cared. Her parents walk into her room seeing their little girl hanging there.. Lifeless.. As she took her life cause she thought she was Alone.

Me: Thats the problem. Parents dont tell their choldren its okay. They dont tell us that we arent alone.

Them: No, They dont. But here's the thing. Yall should know. Your not Alone no matter what. Adults have just a hard time of showing others just like kids. I thought of killing myself after i saw my brother dead and bloody in the bathroom. Sulked in my room for weeks. Not eating, not drinking. Wouldn't come out of my room. My parents left me alone cause i shut them out. They come in to find me hanging...Cut me down...Take me to a mental hospital for a few days. It takes the right step... Not saying hang yourself i swear to god.. It takes the moment to sit down and actually talk.

Me: I have nothing i can say right now.. Im speechless. And i have some mental problems that only i know about because i dont tell my parents, or anyone else for that matter. Well. I am pretty sure i have a small case of multiple personality disorder from bwing alone so much. And i know i have a bad case of anxiety that i dont take anything for. And im pretty sure i have a small case of tourrettes. And maybe depression. I kinda like myself the way i am and i dont want to be fixed

Them: Now who said anything about fixing you? There's nothing to fix.

This is where we left off. Be happy and be safe. No trying to kill yourself! This was just made for fun so please sont be the person to judge on what was said...

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