Mental (Reader X Spencer Reid)

Breaking Point

A couple minutes later, a man walked in. The guy from earlier. He was even more beautiful up close. His eyes were tantalizing, I felt my breath catch in my throat as I watched sit down in front of me. I looked him in the eyes, and he stared right back at me, setting his hands on the table. In his hands was a notepad and a pen. I dared him to look away from me with my eyes, but he didn't. He continued staring at me as he spoke.
    "My name is Doctor Spencer Reid. I'm the psychologist here at the BAU." They thought I was insane. I admit, they are not that far off. He finally looked away and pulled a file out of his bag. He set the file on the table and took out some pictures. They were of each and every guy I've killed, pictures of them alive and happy, next to them were pictures of their dead bodies. Each was missing their front left tooth. That was my trophy, my reward, my mark, you could say. All except one was missing it. The last guy. They came before I could pull out his tooth. Spencer watched me as I examined all the photos, not really showing any emotions on his face. I looked back up at him.
   "Why the left tooth? Why not something like their lips or tongue?" He asked me curiously.
"Because teeth don't decay." I smiled grimly. "And I didn't mean to kill them. They were the ones who cheated on me. They deserved it. Then the body count just started to add up and I couldn't stop. Most of the time, I don't even remember what I did to them, how I killed them." I don't know why I was telling him this. He was the enemy, but he seemed trustworthy and God, was he hot. He nodded his head as I spoke, seeming like he understood what I was saying.
"And Miss Grey, do you remember why you were pulled out of the CIA?" He leaned forward, his brown eyes peering at me through his long, thick eyelashes.
I nodded my head, "Because they diagnosed me with schizoaffective disorder." He seemed to tense slightly at the word, "schizo." Maybe he had a personal experience with it, maybe not. I could have asked him, but I didn't. He ran his hand through his hair.
  "That seems very hard. These reports show that you haven't taken your medicine in 2 years and 11 months. Why is that?"
"They make me feel too numb. I feel bland, fake, like I'm using the medicine as a mask to hide the real me behind. It causes the voices to quiet down, almost stop and I like the voices, they tell me the truth. They are my friends." I knew a camera was watching me and him, our conversation being recorded. But, I couldn't stop telling him this stuff.
He nodded and stood up. "I think that's enough for today. The BAU are looking to have you transferred to a mental institution nearby, so you won't be in chains the next time we talk." He made it sound almost like a good thing, I felt the need to go. Then the voices in my head started to scream, telling me to kill him, he was a liar and I wouldn't be safe anywhere. If I didn't have the chains on, I might have done it. Then I started to cry. He was already gone though, leaving me alone in the room to cry by myself. The guards outside seemed to be waiting for a cue to take me back to my cell, and the cue was taking an awful long time to come. I pulled on the handcuffs, angry that I had to wear these and my tears started to pour out of my eyes. I broke the voices one of two rules which were don't get caught and always listen to everything they tell me. After about 30 minutes, the guards took me back to my cell and I stayed there for the night, crying silently to myself, falling asleep very early in the morning, around 1 am.

A/N: This is a longer chapter than I usually do, and I quite like how it turned out. I hope you guys are too and like how I portrayed Spencer! Please give me some suggestions and critiques to improve, I will gladly accept them. I'll see y'all in the next part! Also: 801 words, new record, this is the longest one I've ever done! And kind of wish I added more to, but oh well, love you guys! Hopefully more will be like this in the future! Bye guys!! Smooches and cuddles coming your way! 😘😘🙋🙆 Excelsior!