Mental (Reader X Spencer Reid)

You Can't Wake Up

The police ride was boring. The driver said nothing to me the whole time and I just stared out the window. When we got to the jail, he opened the door and yanked me out harshly, which I think was extremely unnecessary because it wasn't like I was resisting arrest. He took me through a huge metal door and they started to pat me down, though I was wearing a skintight thigh length dress and heels so there wasn't exactly a place to hide any weapons. After I was cleared, they brought me into a room where there was a mirror, a table, and two chairs. On the table, there was a bar connected to the table. He took an extra pair of handcuffs and put one on my left wrist and the other on the bar. I sat down in the chair and he left the room..
      About 10 minutes later, the girl from before came in. She sat down in the chair across from me and crossed her arms.
     "My name is Special Agent Jennifer Jareau. What is yours?" She asked me. I don't know why she asked, she already knew because she called me it earlier.
     "Lilith Grey." I didn't dare look her in the eye. I knew what she was trying to do, she was trying to break me, trying to get me to cave. I knew how all of this worked.
    "What's your former title?" She knows. Of course she knows. Why wouldn't she?
    "Special Agent Lilith Armoria."  I said harshly. I didn't like to speak about my past, nor did I like to say my old name.
   "Why did you kill your husband, Ms.Grey?" Well, don't we just love to dive straight in.
         I didn't speak. I couldn't. What he did scarred me. He deserved it. He deserved everything that happen to him and more. It's not my fault he didn't want to be honest with me. I am the innocent one in all of this. Every single thing that I did, was not my fault, it was each and every one of the guy's faults, never will it ever be mine. If none of them cheated, they wouldn't have died.
     "Answer the question please, Ms.Grey." Nothing.
     She sighed and stood up. She looked at me, frowned, then left. If they wanna break me, they're gonna have to try harder than that.