Love From A Thug (BxB)

Chapter 3:My feelings

Arin

Devin had became so angry at the fact I had walked out on him about the question he asked but then he gave in. The feelings I had towards Devin was all I knew, yea we'd been homies for a long time but he was all I could think and worry about when I was locked up. Knowing the fact that my old friends actually had a target on devin's back because they didn't like him. I had became protective over him before we had got all caught up and locked
up. I think if Devin knew the actual reason behind me going to jail he'd  understand why I said what I had said, but how the fuck was I supposed to tell Devin this shit. I was angry at Devin though because he knew exactly how to push my buttons. I guess I was Being a asshole to him was wrong but fuck that.

I wanted Devin at this moment right here right now and I didn't give a fuck if he pulled back from me or anything these are My Feelings and if this was a way of me expressing myself then I guess it was.

I'd been kissing Devin for about 30 minutes now and the heat between both of our bodies was beginning to rise again. I was getting horny  while he kissed me, this was a feeling that I had been feeling that I had wanted since I was gone. I took my shirt off and threw it on the floor, running my fingers along the button on his jeans he began to remove them. Devin are you ready? I didn't think those words would ever escape my mouth but they did, Devin was speechless and didn't utter a word he just fell into the moment. Completely naked he was ready, I entered him and a loud moan escaped his mouth as he balled his fists into the sheets he rocked his body up against mines and I went slow and speeded up my motion "fuck ughhh— uhh damn yess!!!".

Devin

Not only was I just kissing Arin and it has now turned into sex he was so big but it felt so good. This was my first time and I'd been taking Arins dick like a champ, I flipped around and told Arin to lay on his back so I could be on top I rode his big ass dick and was screaming his name loud Asf, pulling me down toward him I laid on his chest and fell asleep for a few seconds was this really happening was I really fucking Arin. This was the nigga I'd just been mad at why the fuck am I right here Fucking him was it because I missed him or was this just anger and this was the only way for me to release it "fuck" Arin whispered under his breath I felt him every last inch I mean I had sex with plenty of bitches and this sex right here felt like love instead of just a fuck. Arin was silent the whole time we fucked but all I could think about was the fact I was doing this I hated him for leaving me all the shit we had gone through as kids to him leaving me behind for his friends then going to jail what the fuck else could I expect. Arin walked to his room without a word to be said not a how was it,did you like it,thanks or anything just straight silence was I dumb for just fucking him. I was weak and walked to the shower. Turning on the shower I hopped in and sat down thinking about what I had just done.....

12:38 pm

Waking up seeing Arin watching me sleep was kind of weird but I still don't understand why he is the way he is. Arin Yoo this watching me sleep shit gotta stop (I didn't really want it to stop) you freaking me out "how was this dick bro" how— what— ju— um I had nothing else to say I just looked at him as he sat there waiting for my response (that shit was outta this world) it was cool Arin "was cool?This the best dick you experienced in ya life my nigga don't ever talk about this shit was cool" Arin ima go meet Jason so ima need you to slide the fuck up out my room so I can get dressed "it's not like I haven't seen you naked before" fuck you nigga get out I'm serious.

I'm fucking shell shocked right now because why the fuck is he just asking me now how was it I swear this shit make me hate niggas.

Jason's place

Yo J wassup where mom's at? "Bro I don't fucking know I been looking for her since I got up she ain't leave a note or anything" Jason Yoo you dumb Asf she did leave a note it's right here

Jason I'll be home tonight by 10:00 I had to make a few runs today with your aunt Chelsea and your food is in the microwave see you when I get home.

Love mom
Xoxoxo

Jason's mom was a full on sweetheart and I really fucked with her like that she was like another mom to me when Jason was down she'd take me to go see him. We'd catch up on all the shit that was going down in the hood but enough with all dat shit.

"So Devin could what did you and lil bitch ass Arin talk about" don't even go there like that j I know you dont really fuck with him like that but that's still my homie and I still fuck with him so put Whatever it is you got to the side and leave that shit the fuck alone you understand? I was caught up into Jason's grip he had his hand grip around my neck "nobody never spoke to me like that" Jason was kissing me so intensely and I wanted it but look what happened to me and Arin I know we ain't tied down or anything but I felt like this belonged to Arin he was the one to take it but I was star struck over the fact he did. What Jason was doing was his actions and if I wanted to give into his kiss I would but what the fuck am I doing kissing both of these niggas back and fourth.

Sorry I'm so fucking late on this. Chapter ive been super fucking busy for quite a while but I'm back and ready to give y'all more PERIOD!!!

But what y'all think about this chapter?
It's some juicy shit coming up ahead to ❤️🤙🏾 thanks for waiting this out