I couldn't sleep last night at all. I go downstairs and I'm still in my dress. I get some pain killers from the bathroom. I look myself at the mirror. My makeup is all ruined and my eyes are really red and puffy. I take a really cold shower. I get out of the shower and go to my closet. I don't even make an effort to look decent and dress into this↓
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I go to my garage and get in my car. I drive to Starbucks and get a caramel frappuchino with soy milk and extra caramel. As I wait I see Joel enter. I try to hide but he see me. I pretend I didn't see him. As I scroll through my phone I look up and see Joel staring at me with a smile on his face. "For Natalia Gómez!" A worker says. As I was about to get up Joel gets up and says,"I'll get it for you." Before I say anything he was already getting it. Then his name gets called out, so he gets his as well. He brings me my frappuchino and smiles. "Thank you." I say and head out. "Natalia!" He calls out. I turn around and look at him. "What?" I say. "Can we talk?" He asks. "We are talking." I say. "Natalia!!" He whines. "May we talk?" He asks again. "About?" I ask. "About yesterday." He says. "I don't know." I say unsure. "Please Natalia." He begs. "What about our cars?" I ask. "We'll come back later." He says. "Just like for 10 minutes because I have to go home." I say. He smiles and takes my hand. We talk and walk around a park near Starbucks. While we were walking around, many people kept saying we look cute together or that we would make a good couple when they asked if we were a couple. "Let's go back." I say. We go back and drive home. I get out of my car and see Israel outside. He sees me and looks away. I go inside and change because I look like trash. This is what I change into↓
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I get a message from my mom. Mom🌻🍯: hey honey. I'm coming home tonight at 4:30. Please come pick me up at the airport. Me:okay mom. Love ya♡ Mom🌻🍯: love you too❤️ It's 3:50, so I still have 20 more minutes because it takes like 15-20 minutes to get there. I watch YouTube videos. I watch Blesiv, Carlos Mena, Desiree Montoya, etc. I get bored and scroll through Instagram. I get see that Blesiv followed me. I follow him back. I'm not a big fan of him, so I don't even know he had an Instagram ( I love him so muchhh!). I check and Carlos and Desiree followed me too. I follow them back as well. I get a DM from Carlos ( let's pretend that Carlos and Alex aka Blesiv were 18). Dm itscarlosmena hey! me hey:) itscarlosmena ummmm... I was wondering if you would like to hang out with Alex and me? me where?? itscarlosmena LA me i live in Hesperia itscarlosmena ohh me on the weekend because i have to pick my up from the airport and she leaves on Friday so on Saturday and Sunday. Deal? itscarlosmena deal! me well I have to go. bye lovey 🖤 itscarlosmena bye beautiful 🖤🖤 I have to admit he is kinda cute. I go to the garage and get in my car. This time I get in my blue Lamborghini. I just wanted to, I have never drove in it, so I thought this time I would. I got to the airport. My mom has changed her style. She was wearing this↓
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"Hey Mom!" I say. "Hey honey!" She says. We hug and talk all the way back home. "I'm going to go to my room and get some rest." She says and go upstairs. "Okay." I say.
Okay so my phone is literally at 6% and I have the iPhone Xr 10 so it uncharge as fast. Enjoy if not still read. I know, I know I'm stupid but I'm going to update again at 12 something am:). Bye loveys♡♡💞
