Torn In Between The Two

I Don't Deserve This

When I stood up I went inside the bathroom, slammed the door and locked it . My nose was very sensitive to some things . It's been a while since it bled . I looked in the mirror . Blood was still falling . It was a bloody massacre in here . I wanted to cry because of the pain. 

I WANT HER HEAD !!! 

My thoughts rung loud . 

I grabbed a lot of tissue and placed them in my nose. When I thought the blood stopped I threw the tissue in the garbage and walked downstairs . Not even washing my hands or cleaning up in there . 

Roc put his drink down and scurried over to me observing my nose . 

Roc  : Aaliyah , who did this to you ? 

Me : You'll see . . . 

I went around him and into the back , I saw Zonnique sitting next to Tammy . I snatched someones drink out of their hand , when I walked over to Zonnique I threw it in her face . Tammy stood up and moved . Zonnique stood up quick and screamed blinking her eyes uncontrollably . Everybody heard her yell and ran outback where we were . 

Sayvion : AALIYAH ! What's going on ?! Why are you so bloody? 

Sayvion tried to run to me but they were holding him back . 

Sayvion : THAT'S MY SISTER !!! 

I punched Niq in the face . She fell to the ground . Her vision was blurry so I got ontop of her and was just dogging her. TeamMindless and TeamOMG was recording everything and tweeting about it . 

Ray : BAHJA !!!!! 

Ray called out , he ran over to me and pulled me off of Zonnique , who smelled like liquor and looked a mess . Roc and Princeton ran over to me and helped me up. My nose began to bleed again . I touched it , and it felt like a river was flowing out of my nose . 

Me : What the hell man ? . . . 

Everything was spinning . My head was pounding , I think I was having a migrane . I tried to walk back inside but my body couldn't take the pain so I fell to the floor. My eyes were shutting slowly . I could barely hear anything but I thought for sure I kinda heard Roc yell " get an ambulance!" . I saw pictures flashing in my head . I was placed on a stretcher and put in the back of the truck . Roc , Prod , Sayvion , Mani , Prince, & Jacob rode in the back with me . 

Mani : She looks . . sick . 

Sayvion began to worry . 

Sayvion : W--what happened to her ? MANI WHY WEREN'T YOU WITH HER !!! 

Mani : Don't do that Sayvion ! DO NOT FLIP THIS ON ME !!!! 

Sayvion : IF YOU WERE WITH HER NONE OF THIS WOULD BE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW !!!!