Torn In Between The Two

Undecided

Me : WHAT ? ! 

Dr. J : We did everything we could . 

Me : OBVIOUSLY NOT EVERYTHING IF I'M GONNA DIE IN 2 WEEKS !!!! 

I yelled . When I cried everyone cried with me . I cried so much that I felt like I had no more tears left to cry . 

Me : I'm only 17 , I haven't even l---- I haven't even lived the rest of my life yet . 

Roc cried in my arms . 

Me : Roc , everything's gonna b-----

I could barely finish my sentence . 

Sayvion : You're all I have Aaliyah . I lost Mariah , I lost grandma ' , I can't lose you . 

Mani felt sick again , she ran to the bathroom . She always had a sensitive stomach . 

Me : I gotta call mom and dad , it's only right. 

PC : 

Mom : Oh my god Aaliyah , I was so worried. 

Me : Calm down mom ,

I sniffled . 

Mom : I haven't heard from you since . Sayvion told me you were over Armani's house for a couple of weeks because she was going through some things . 

Me : No , I'm not over Armani's house . . 

Mom : Whaaaat ? ! Then where the hell are you Aaliyah ? 

Me : I---I'm at the hospital . 

Mom : WHAAAAAT ! FOR WHAT !!!? 

Me : Mom , please calm down so I can explain this to you . 

The other end of the phone was silent . 

Mom : 3 weeks ago , as you know , I went to Bahja's cookout . Some girl hit me with the bathroom door on purpose . My nose started bleeding . I thought it was gonna stop but when I went to go fight the girl it started bleeding again . Then when I got done fighting her , My nose started bleeding a lot more . I got a huge migrane and passed out . 

I could hear my mother gasping and sniffling. 

Me : When I got to the hospital the doctor told me that I had a tumur in my brain----

Mom : Oh my god Aaliyah , 

Me : They said that it could possibly kill me so they had to perform all this surgery on me . They wanted to stop tumur from growing and growing . After that they ran tests on me to see if I was functioning right but I wasn't . Long story short Mom , I only have 2 weeks ---