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Life of The Party

Emma's P.O.V

i looked at shawn and began to breath faster and felt myself getting dizzy and wanting to puke. i couldn't do this, i couldn't sit there infront of the whole class room and and talk about myself. my teachers said we had to do a report aboout ourselfs and read it infront of the class, but lately i have been dealing with a lot of panic attacks. shawn was stsring st me and looked lile he wanted to help me out.

"go on emma" my teacher said for the third time.

"i-im trying" i managed to whisper. the teacher opened her mouth but was not able to say what she wanted since the bell rang. i grabbed all my stuff and ran to the bathroom.

"EMMA WAIT" i heard shawn say as i ran past him. but i didn't care, i was in the hall way and thats when the attacks got worse, because of that barbie girl whos name i found out is taylor, anyway she had made it her goal to make my life a living hell, while class changing she would find a way to mess with me and my hide out was the second floor bathroom or the roof. no one used that bathroom because i don't anyone knows there is a second floor bathroom, and well the roof because there was a way to get there through the second floor bathroom.

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i skiped class. three reasons why, 1. i have becca and cameron in that class. 2. becca and cameron are datting 3. cameron has been ignoring me. now i don't like that they are going out because she is crazy and cameron doesn't know that but i will tell him if i hear that she did on thing that seems crazy or is around the lines of crazy. on other news i was now starting to hate people and was well cutting again, i hide my blades on the second floor bathroom. anytime i feel horrible or like shit. i could hear the bell the ring that was my last class. i picked up my stuff and pulled down my sleeve. i opened the door and walked out of the bathroom and looked around, no one was around beside shit, taylor.  i decided to go back into the bathroom but someone pulled my hair and made me go back outside.

"where were you going slut" taylor said and pushed me down.

"i was no where" i said and almost cried.

"you emo little freak" one of taylors friend pitched in. it was iggy, i hated hwr for many reason one she would make out with nash knowing he's my friend and that she makes fun of me.  iggy has light brown hair, brown eys, tall, skinny, and rich as fuck. thats why shes so popular and a slut she has money but no one knows where she gers the money. i think her dad sells toilets because she once opened her backpack and flyers for bobby's toilets fell out.

"im not emo" that was a new one, emo.

"yes you fucking are you super slut" iggy yanked ny hair and i fell to the ground. i felt tears running down my cheek, no.

"oh look the emo slut is crying" taylor laughed and iggy smirked, i looked up at her and she frowned. for a second i thought hey she might help me, i was so ficking wrong. she kicked me in the stomache, huffed and left. i got up wiped my tears away and walked away like nothing happened. i saw the hallways were almost empty, the guys were here, becca, and some random people. i looked at my locker, i turned the dial and put the numbers in. the door swung open and i hide behind it. i looked through the little vents on the door and saw cameron wrap his arms around becca, i flinched, they both turned and pecked each others lips, i finally felt the pain from my stomache. i felt someone put a hand on my shoulder, i tensed up and my breathing increased.

"calm down, emma" i relaxed as i knew it was shawn.

"hi, shawn" i sighed and frowned

"i know it hurts"