angels • y.jh + h.js

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Yoon Jeonghan

"Be ready trainees, you will be having your final evaluation 3 days from now. This will be the time you all will give your very best and we will see who deserves to debut, understood?"

"Yes!!!" We cheered.

"Well then, go and prepare. We wish you luck!" After that announcement, all of us shouted out of relief and nervousness, I guess?

"Oh my gah! In my 3 years of training, I have never been this nervous for an evaluation!" Seungkwan said.

"I hope this is the time for us to debut, right Ji?" Seungcheol said as Jihoon agreed with "Yeah, I hope so."

"Let's do well, guys!" Jisoo cheered that made me smile.

I wish all of us could debut together.

We already lose four, I don't think I could do well if only few will get to debut and some will remain as trainees.

It's been two days since we all started to prepare our performances. Tomorrow will be the evaluation...

Since we are all so busy, I barely get to talk with Jisoo. We're lucky enough if our talk lasts for a hour.

I can't help but to feel sad about it. Who knew if... only one of us gets to debut? What will happen to us?

"Hey~" I was startled when someone slammed their hand on the table I'm in causing me to look up.

My face lits up as I show him my usual smile.

"I thought you're having trouble again but then I guess it's just me you're missing." He smirked.

"But really... I missed you." I admit.

Jisoo sat on the table and looked at me.

"What's wrong? Other than.. me?" He asked followed by a chuckle.

"I'm just thinking..." I answered, his brows furrowed, "About?"

"What ifs..." I said.

"What if... only one of us gets to debut? What will happen to our friendship? Will it all be a waste?" I can't help but to tear up upon thinking those things.

Jisoo smiled at me and wiled my tears off my eyes.

"None of us will be left out. If you'll debut, I will too. If you didn't then I won't too... we are one Han..."

"But---", "Shh... those what ifs won't happen, I promise." He assured me.

I nodded as we practice together, still holding the promise we kept to one another.

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