Deep Water

All the Best Places

I'm never allowed

to go where I want to be. 

If Thursday night had been up to me, 

I would have been to

Safe Homes. 

Or at least

have gone 

somewhere.

Instead, 

I chicken out

and stay in- 

the house, 

boy clothes, 

the closet. 

I need to work

on my confidence

in myself.