Love?what Is It?AFeeling ?

chapter 5

We layed down and started talking.

It was dark and late but we stayed awake talking. I could tell he was staring at my lips under the dimed lights. So i moved on to my side and grabbed my phone.to check the time for what seemed like the thousand time. I put my phone away and he pulled his out and put on music.

The song was stuck in the sound tender.
The most amazing song i have ever heard the rhythmic sounds. How it made you feel. It was my first time hearing this song.

He asked you"who do you want to be your first kiss."

He asked to randomly you where shocked but then you created a u with your hands and he laughed.

"You want me to be your first kiss becca."jacob said smirking

Of course i wanted him to be my first kiss just thinking about how long i have known him and how much i have died to feel the lips of the person i been writing about in my diary.

After a while i got embarrassed so i hid under the thick blanket and he pulled it away.

He said"dont do that or i will leave."

I knew he was being serious so i brushed it off.

"Fine let's just talk about something else."you exclaimed

So we did we talked about how i felt when we met and how annoyed i was that day. I even remember the day we met april 3. The most amazing day of my life. He was older of course by 2 years and thats the only real reason we never had a thing.

I would always sleep at his house on weekends because gosh it was fun we would watch movie alot.

After we finished talking we had a tickle fight and it was amazing i liked feeling his hands on my body even if it wasn't in a sexual way at all. I tickled him in his weak spot. I laughed and he laughed it was dark with a dime of light.

At that moment i could feel the whole world stop because he was getting to close i could feel the space between us fill up in only a matter of secounds.

His face was so close to mine and i felt his perfect soft plump lips.

Wow thats what it feels like. To kiss the one person you really love and always will love. I pulled away and he did to.

A few secounds later he began to speak he regreted that kiss and honestly it made me feel bad but he made me promise him i wouldn't tell.

Secounds later we had another tickle fight this time we made out and i felt his big muscley hand grab my waist and slide down so slowly to my butt. I smacked it out of instinct.

"Omg im so sorry i didn't mean to."

"It's ok." I said timidly

"No it's not i shouldn't have done that."

Later he looked at my face.

He said"do you kiss better than that."

I blushed in the dark. he was smirking under the light he pulled me close and he grabbed my face and kissed me softly first we made out in sync and i felt his wet tongue in my mouth.

He kept saying sorry but i brushed it off . why did he keep saying sorry.

I felt sleepy and so did he it was late and i knew the next day was going to be bad.

"If you want we can go to sleep already."jacob said is such a whisper

"Yea im going to go to sleep thank you for everything."i said shyly

"Yea ummm... Your welcome goodnight."he said laughing

I close my eyes and i feel my self fade into pitch black.

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