Love?what Is It?AFeeling ?

chapter 4

He is walking up to me i stay fastened in my car seat i close my eyes and lay my head on the stearing wheel and then i hear tapping im so scared to look.

"Hey are you ok?"the guy says

I recognize the voice. Its jacob. Me and my damn paranoia. I look up and sigh in relief because it could have been anybody in this small town.

"Yea im fine just.....thinking!"i blurt out embarrassed.

I open the door slowly and step out. I close the car door and look at him. His leaning against my car door and i stare at him and he just looks so cute under the lightpost.

"So what are you stalking me now."i say giggling

"I guess."he says

I can feel him smiling his face barely noticeable. By the angle his at and the light.

"You know how i wanted to tell you something in the morning......but then you ran off."he says

"Yea sorry about that i was just you know.......in a hurry."you say blushing

"To buy books?"he says laughing at how dorky it sounds

"Yea."you say barely audible

"Your so nerdy with your books."Jacob says teasing you

You look at him laughing nervously because theres no other way and he stands straight up and you think i just wanna go inside already. Its like something flashes in him and he reads your mind.

"Want me to walk you to your house its dark and cold already?"jacob says

"Yes please ,thank you."you say

As both of you are walking you open the gate and appear infront of your light blue house. He walks you straight to the door and your porch light is on and you see your porch swing. You zone out remembering all the memories of you sitting there with jacob laughing and now your here.

You say"wanna come inside for a bit."

"Yea of course I'd like that."jacob says

We enter my house and my mom is at the table on the phone. I rush to the living room which is down the hall from the kitchen. He immediately lays down on the couch. I sit on the floor infront of him and we are deciding which movie where going to watch.

At this point it is late and my mom goes upstairs to sleep.

"Dont stay up to late you to jacob."my mom says

"Yes Mrs.Smith ill make sure becca sleeps early too."jacob says

"So does that mean your going to sleep here too,jacob."my mom says walking up the stairs

"Yes if you will allow me."jacob says

"Yes of course anytime goodnight kids."my mom says

Jacob looks at me smiling because he knows he never follows the rules. I laugh because its true.

We stay up talking instead of watching the movie. We talked about our crushes and he talked about his first kiss. How he lost his virginity and everything.

He did a lot of insane things.

He was so shocked when i told him i never had my first kiss. He even thought i was lying but i wasn't. I paced around the living room because i was getting nervous because he kept getting close to me. It was late so we decide to go to sleep so i was walking upstairs.

When he said "do you mind sleeping downstairs with me for old time sake?"

"Ummm...yea of course let me go get some blankets and a night light."i say

Immediately regretting the whole nightlight thing. He starts to laugh while i walk upstairs. I go to the closet at the end of the hall and get the blankets. I walk downstairs and he turned of the lights. I was scared i tried to turn on the lights as quick as possible.

Scratching at the wall.

"Stop doing that your scaring me."i say almost of the verge of crying

"Hahaha i scared you."he says laughing

he popped out of the dark and he looked at me shocked almost sorry. Im curled up on the floor scared.

"Oh my god im so sorry i really did scare you...my bad becca."he says sadly

He turns on the lights and i could tell he felt bad so he carried me off the floor to the couch.

He grabbed the blankets too and he started laying them out letting me come back to reality. As soon as i do i start helping him. I lay the blankets so nicely on my side. I put my nightlight in and we turn off the light we lay down and we start talking.

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To be continued......