not all people experience proper love. not all people know how to handle certain situations. and not all people can live life without having a care in the world. Paris and Herbert raised together and then turned to lovers. Grief causes many things b...
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day of party Paris💕 "Come on so I can get you dressed Carter." I said walking into the bathroom that adjoined with my bedroom.
I heard his tiny feet following behind me which caused me to smile.
"I'm ready mawmy." he said in his little baby voice
I turned around and seen what his version of ready was.
He was butt naked.
"The only thing you ready for is this tub." I said chuckling while picking him up and placing him in the tub full of bubbles.
"Mawmy, my toys." He whined pointing to the action figures on the sink.
"Aht Aht, don't start with the whining stuff Carter. You mommy big boy!" I said passing him the toys.
He nodded and started to play with his toys. I sat on the edge of the tub just watching him.
This little boy was literally my everything. He changed me for the better. The day I first found out about being pregnant with him was the same day my mom died. I know that if my mother was here she would be spoiling the heck out of him.
I'm sad that they didn't get to meet each other but I know she's watching down on us and continuing to guide me through the mommy lifestyle.
It was a big change from the lifestyle I was living before my baby was born. I was running the street with Herb. Smoking weed, sipping lean and popping pills whenever Herb would let me.
I was always out. Never in.
I barley finished high school. I tried to drop out when Herb dropped out but I knew I would never hear the end of it.
But I'm happy to say that I changed for better. I changed for my son.
I was interrupted from my thoughts when I heard Carter call my name.
"Mawmy. I sleepy." He said rubbing his eyes getting bubbles on his face.
"I know baby. Let me wash you up then I'll make you a bottle and lay you down."
I did exactly that. I washed him up then wrapped him in his favorite towel. I put him on my hip and went in the kitchen to make his bottle.
After his bottle was made I took him in my room, slipped on him a pull up and laid him down in my bed. He fell asleep fast like always.
I laid next to him and turned on Law and Order.
The party didn't start until 7 and it was only 3. I knew me getting him bathed early was gone be good for me cause it always take me a lil minute to get ready.
