Hate you or love you?

I MESSED UP. AGAIN.

ARIS'S P.O.V.
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I'm sleeping so nicely and soundly when I feel some cold ass water hit my face.
I open my eyes with shock only to see Luna's face laughing her butt off.

"LUNA WHAT THE HELL!?" I yell at her. If I have one petvieve  its someone throwing water on me. I hate being wet. And I hate water. And I hate Luna spit too.

So I push her off the bed. Hard.
" Ah! Shit that hurt. Eeeekkh" she starts saying all in one breath.rubbing her butt.

" don't ever do that again Luna I'm not kidding."
I say Ina very serious tone. Because I one hundred percent am.
She looks at me a little confused.
" I'll hurt you if you do that again I'm serious Luna."
Okay maybe I shouldn't have said that cuz that's when she looks shocked but then this scary face forms on her face that makes me shrink into the size of an ant.

" ay listen here kid. I told you not to sleep next to me witch you did, you have no right to tell me what to and what not to do. And plus your big ass arm weighs more than my hole being does. I tried waking you up but your majesty was just too tired so I spit water on your  face, witch you very mush deserved. you know what? I should've just gotten my cat to fart in your big ass mouth and fugly face to wake you up. You big baby."
She says clearly annoyed.
Heh same here.
No one calls me a baby.

" huh, you weigh more than a house would, what are you talking about? My arm should be a feather for you. And your majesty I'm sorry that I slept next to a ugly fat ass girl like you. Forgive me I'm sorry. I'll go check if there are any extra rooms by now cuz I really can't stand looking at you right now. Annoying brat."

I immediately regret saying that. Ah! God why am I like this!?
Then I see her face turn sad. I've never seen her this sad since her last panic attack.
Oh god she meant this as a joke. And me being my dumbass self just took it seriously.
I open my mouth wanting to apologize but then I hear her.
"Ha. Get out." She says calmly. Very calmly. Too calmly.
" what?" I ask confused. She's gonna kick me out?

"I said get your ass out of the room. I'm gonna count to three then so god help you if I find you here. Your really gonna get it. NOW GET OUT!" She yells.i look at her shocked. No one has ever yelled at me. Their always too scared to anyway.
I don't leave.
" 1.....2..." I get up with a sigh and walk to the door.
"3." I walk out.

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I'm outside and it's freezing.
I wanna yell. Why am I like this?! Why am I so hurtful and rude? Why do I take everything so frickin serious ?

"FUUU*****!!!!!!!" I yell with all my might. 
"WHY AM I LIKE THIS?!" I yell again punching my chest. I keep punching until it starts to hurt. I turn around and punch the walls in the roof. I keep punching and punching.

Until I feel a soft but firm hand grab and take hold of my arm.
I look around.

Only to find a vey tired and sweaty looking Luna.
Luna.
Luna.
Why is she saving me from my self?
I hurt her like ten minutes ago. Why is she here?

" Stop." She says in a heavy deep tone.
I look at her.
And I just loose it.
Everything that I've been through. All the abandonment from my parents. All the bullying start rushing back at the speed of light. I've been trying to hold my self back all these years. Trying to live like a human stone. No feelings no mercy no heart. Why am I gonna lose all my hard work and just cry to this girl who I'm pretty sure hates me now. Why am I gonna loose that just because she spit some water on my face? It was my fault.
I slept next to her I deserved it.
I look up and look at her eyes.
God their beautiful .
They look just like a forest. The little bits of green look like little trees, and the little bits of orange look like a night time fire. The kind where you'd roast marshmallows on. And the grey that sits around her pupil resembles a small river. Her now navy blue hair looks just like a starry night.

Then I do some thing that I haven't done nor ever thought about doing in Avery very long time.

A single tear slips out of my eyes as I look at her.
I bend down and lay my head on the crook of her neck.

"I'm sorry."
I say from the bottom of my heart...

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