CHAPTER ONE

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CHAPTER ONE
alexs pov

when our lips connected on the rooftop, i felt complete. it was the happiest i've ever been.

sparks flew and it was electrifying. my heart thumped against my chest louder and faster than ever before.

it was like my broken heart was trying to escape from my own chest and meet with his so that we could fix each other.

i liked the way he wrapped his arms around me to save me from a doomed fall to the ground far below.

his ability to always keep me feeling comforted and safe was irresistible and more than i could ever ask for.

when our eyes had locked, it felt like everything around me was screaming at me to kiss him. maybe even himself, too.

so i did.

that kiss was the best thing that's ever happened to me. well, up until the moment he pulled away.

because when i looked up into his eyes once again, they didn't appear loving or gentle like before.

they looked like they were filled with regret.

the way he stared at me and stammered with his words, it truly said enough. i made a fool of myself once again.

"oh shit, i-i'm sorry." i apologized, knowing i fucked up. i shook my head disappointedly at myself and my actions. i turned around, beginning to leave. "i should really just go home."

zach grabbed my shoulder and spun me around, causing me to face him. he looked sympathetic at this point. "no, it's fine alex, really... but you know we are just friends, right?" zach asked, looking down at me. he spoke to me like i was a fragile baby. "i mean i uh, i don't like guys like that."

of course he didn't, and if he did, what made me think it would be me of all people?

i felt even more anger towards myself. "yeah, i was just being a fucking idiot. i think it's best if i seriously go home—"

"no, no, no. i said we are hanging out tonight." zach grinned, trying to move past the situation quickly. "so that's what we're going to do."

he wrapped his arm around around my shoulders and lead us to the edge, where i had previously almost fallen off of, and looked down.

zach chuckled at the height we reached as if it was an accomplishment.

i just stared at the ground far below, wondering about many different things.

a/n
hey we were fucking robbed and they should've been canon so i'm here to serve to the best of my abilities.

also i didn't even finish season 3 or 4 because i got so pressed that zalex wasn't canon in either so i dipped. therefore i dont know shit about the plot ahha sorry i only know some parts so if anythings inaccurate my bad

but yuh this will be strictly zalex based anyways. so yeah i guess thats it

im just upset that we don't get anymore of them ever again so they truly arent together...
so im making an alternative ending to them for myself and those who read.

the writers could've done something great and they didn't so fuck lol i will instead. (prolly wont be great though)

oh and this is going to be soemthing my friend spookystella14 helps me with okay thanks bye

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