im yellow and today im going to be ranting about my eating disorder. i dont want your sympathy or comments of
"oh dont do that baby youre so pretty 😔🥺"
no stfu and let me rant hoe because if i dont get it out ill never get it out and it will fester and boil until i die
I promise im not this bad. Today was just a miserable day.
---major ed tw--
--you still here?--
--jfc okay--
--no like in serious i get real nasty-
--alright apologies in advance--
--end of tw--
bruh all my life i got called fat and ugly what the hell did everyone think was going to happen. that id just laugh it off like i always do??? no bitch i purge. seriously ive been doing this shit since eighth grade and all ive gotten are
"omg you so glowed up 🥺"
"yeah you were chubby before but now you're so pretty 💛💛"
DUDE WHAT THE HELL IM SICK
I WANT TO EAT NORMALLY AGAIN
ive had fucking conversations with dudes. i have friends now because im pretty WHAT. WHAT THE HL.
I WAS LONELY AND AWFUL A YEAR AGO WHAT CHANGED
OH WAIT
HAHAHAHAHAH I CHANGED MY APPEARANCE
bro i cant get over the fact that some dude made out with me and and said i had a stomach. like
me- "hey pls dont touch my stomach im a lil insecure bout' it"
him- "haha its okay we all have a lil' bit of tummys."
me- "hahaha you just kissed a stomach acid mouth. bitch."
BRO IM SO FUCKING LONEY.
IM LONEY AS SHIT
AND I PRETEND IM NOT BECAUSE IM A DUMBASS BITCH
EVERY DAY I GO TO SCHOOL WITH A SMILE ON MY STUPID FACE AND TALK WITH ALL THE PEOPLE WHO MADE MY LIFE MISERABLE
IF I SEE ONE MORE FUCKING PERSON ON MY SNAPCHAT SAY
'oh im so lonely 😢😢😢 pls dont swipe up'
BITCH
IVE BEEN LONELY SINCE YOUR CRUSTY ASS WAS BORN.
seriosuly like these people have 7468 friends, a place to sit at lunch, hang out with their friends every weekend, live in the same neighborhood as their friends, have parents who trust them enough to not kill themselves every two seconds, and a good fuckin life AND THEY BE POSTIN SHIT LIKE THEY LONELY AS HELL.
like- "december- lost a friend 😭😭😭😭'
BITCH MY DECEMBER WAS RELAPSING SO FAST MY CHILDREN FELT IT
i told my parents about my bulimia and now im on strict watch
i literally just want friends and a healthy lifestyle. and to be pretty. thats all i fucking wanted 🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️
seriously ive managed to fuck with the most toxic people ever, attract the creepiest guys, dont even get me started on fucking dating all i know is i no longer ever want to kiss anyone again.
im just tired
---end of rant---
thank you for listening, idc if you dm your concerns because it feels like everyone right now is concerned for my wellbeing.
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