I have been thinking so much that i have lost all hopes in humanity
I can't even climb my own vanity that i have believed in, lost my din
Lost all pride in surprises, say hello to crisis, volume down and I'm in different sleep
Life has forgotten me, gotten me so far that I have shied away in deep thoughts of pain
Smiling my vain in strange streets of new york trying to commit to my own
estrange
Yes I'm lost in an undercover world of no light but damn right it got a
life
I'm the knight of my own life, blame me all you want Zain cuz I'm trite, future ain't bright
That's what they said, you upset or you stepping up to be the
best
Sometimes I just feel like getting in trouble, let me stumble put my name in a scramble
Hell I'm normal enough to take drugs on formal days and still gamble
I could still walk even when I'm getting laid paid in the same dreams I have been watching now
I’m swayed by this hopeless wangle so I'm stuck in this cold heartless world gambling and listening to the ringing of unpleasant endeavoring
