The lies we tell ourselves

Let me go

*Rosealine pov*

I've been in my room for the last past hour thinking about the decision I just made and how I'm going to tell my parents.

I hate that I never been to a real school and never made friends.

I even hate the thought of it.I don't know what's going on in the world outside of me and I have nobody to call or text but my mom and dad and our maids.

Yes I treat my maids like my friends.I just really want friends and a life experience.

I mean yes I'm really smart all I ever do is read and work and it's fun but I want other stuff in life.

Ok I'm scared but I hope this goes good

I'm currently walking down the stairs

Mom! Dad!

Yes honey they both yelled back

Can you come in the front area I have something serious I want to tell you guys.

Ok hon

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I basically told them my decision and they have been freaking out.

All yeah I did do college applications before time because this been on my mind and I got selected to almost every school even Harvard.

No you are not going to no college and that is the end of this discussion.

Mom that is not fair.

And how so

I never had a friend,I never even had a relationship,I never really go outside because of you,And I never made a decision of my own before.Heck I really don't do anything.AND IM FREAKING 18 mom 18.

Don't yell at your mom

WHAT ITS TRUE YOU GUYS HAD A LIFE BUT WHY CANT I.

Honey the world is a dangerous place.

OK CAN I SEE THAT FOR MYSELF

DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO STOP YELLING AT YOUR MOM ROSEALINE

I'm sorry but please mom and dad I'm 18 and I want to go to college have friends and experience life.At this point I'm crying really bad

How about this we will think about it.Is that good enough for you my mom said.

I headed to my room and started crying more.

I than went to my desk and started looking at my college acceptances letters.

Which one should I go to I started flipping through them when this school in particular caught my eyes.

Champagne university!

I know I know you probably wondering if she got accepted to all theses good colleges why choose this one and not just goo to Harvard or something else.

But hey I want a life experience not something that's going to pressure me.

I went to my bed and laid down and I was off to sleep just like that.