Having A Crush On The Bad Boy

[21] The Confession.

Riley's POV.

Before I even could know what was happening, this person that I didn't saw his face of was kissing me and I felt sparks or more like firework. No, this couldn't be true or could it. Was Asher really kissing me or was I like the last time thinking I was dreaming. Please let this be a dream and not for real.

It was like he was melting every wall I had build in the last two days. Was there really something to talk about? I felt his hand lift me up and place me on something I had no clue of what it could be. We were breaking the deal, I was starting to get dizzy of the lack of oxygen and felt tired.

'you should have let me finish talking Friday or we would have this misunderstanding. I wanted to tell you I had no clue what it was supposed to be but I do now. I like you.' He said as my fear rushed back to my head. love destroys everything, we can't be together.

'then I say it again, we can't be together. I know it...' further I didn't come, his soft lips were back on mine and this time they were more hungry then the last. His hands were on my back as mine hung limb next to me.

His tongue asks for entrance but this far going too far. I was not suppose to kiss anyone in this matter. I wanted to pull away but his hands were keeping me in place. He bit my lips and I gasped, he took the change and he tastes like fresh mint.

He pulled away and he put his head on forehead, I can't be in a relationship if I know we will break up at one point and as he had said I will take it to my heart. I can't let it break the next time for real. He rubs my back as I calm down.

'Riley, what will be the worst that can happen?' he asked out of curiosity. I knew what that was and I didn't want to feel it. I didn't want to experience what my holiday friend's mother went through after her father had cheated on his wife on the same holiday.

'I don't want to get hurt, I know somewhere in the future we will break up and it will hurt. I don't want that, I don't want to feel such pain.' I told him and he pulled me closer. He was still rubbing my back and all but I was not here with my mind. He was having power over me again.

'what if I tell you, I would never hurt you. Riley, I really like you. Let's just try and we will see how it goes.' He said as my heart was jumping in joy but all my mind was saying was not to fall for it. I shook my head and closed my eyes. I knew I would get into a mess like this.

'Asher, this will never end well. We both know it, this is never going to work out. Once school ends, we leave and you will move on. man easy forget girls like me, we are too much to stay together. We are having to.' He cut me off and smiled at me.

'girls like you are the one man are looking for, we men don't want a slut or a queen bitch. they seek too much attention. We want girls like you, they are mostly simple. We don't need to do something expensive as long as we put effort into it. ' He said and kissed me on the head.

'you know always what to say, don't you?' I said at him and he got closer, closing the little space that was between us. My bag fell unto the ground and all my stuff came out. He bend down to the floor as I saw the condom laying on the ground half out of my bag. He saw it and picked it up.

'really Riley, you were planning on screwing someone. You were going just to give it away for plain boring sex, have you gone mad?' he was obvious angry at all of this, he was not liking any of my behavior. I tried to blink the tears away of how stupid and of what an idiot I have become. Was I really going to just give it away.

'I have gone mad, can't you see. Look through my backpack, go on.' I told him and he did, one by one he got all the condoms out of my bag and looked up at me. I didn't take one out of his room, a handful. This time I felt a tear roll down my cheek as he continued to look through my bag.