Just A Dream 《PJM》

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Y/N...I ..I like you", jimin hesitate at first but he confidently say the three words 'I like you'.

Surprisingly, his confession is pissing me off. Is this nerd is on his right mind?

What make he think he suits me?

"First of all I wanna ask, what make you think you deserve to confess to me?", I cross my arms and look at him.

"Huh? I'm sorry but I'm just saying what I feel.", he says and hold his own hands for confident.

"That's why I'm asking you what make you think so. Do u think I will accept your confession? No, most of all do you think you deserve to? Go and take a look at a mirror. A low class poor guy like you is never suits to stand beside someone like me. Now go away before I lose my patience !", I says harshly and pointing my finger straight to his face. We are in class. It's after school and no one is around.

"Well, im sorry for the confession", he then walk out from the class leaving me.

His face shows everything. Its obvious he is hurt. Deadly hurt. Who wouldn't be but for a stone hearted person like me, even if you are dying, I won't care.

call me wench, bitch , slut..whatever. That's what most people call me. I'm not any of it but being a seriously rude and bad girl made people think so of me.

I hate those who are not at the same level as me. I hate those who been like by people and you can just literally conclude that i hate everything. I don't have any friends. They all hate me but I don't care.

I'm not good with my teachers, dad, mom and sister.I don't even have a good record in school. The discipline room is like my place. I've always been there.

Why am I like that? Just because.

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"You are home?", my sister, Ella greet me as I burst in from the front door.

"Shut up and go away.", I push her slightly. I don't like her.

"Why did you push her?", mom saw and hug Ella who seems gonna burst in tears just in any time. I hate her. I hate everyone.

"What?! Its not like she is dead .",

" I'm your mom Y/N. Watch your tone.", mom warn me. I can see inher eyes that she is holding her anger.

"Whatever. Since when you do care about being my mom? All the time when I was young you just leave me alone. And when this dumb kid was born, you were always there with her. I just hate you. I hate her and I hate everything.", I say everything out loud and walk away straight to my room. I guess that is the reason. I'm being seriously over jealous with other people's love.

I am and i do.

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~A month later.~

It's our batch activity organised that require us to stay a night at school.A must to attend this one.

Why did i ever come? I don't enjoy the time being around these people. I prefer to be alone in my room. Like always.

People are gathering in groups. All the girls sit with their friends and talk with each other happily. While me, sitting at a corner and doing my own stuffs. No one wants to come and chat with me since they already have a bad impression of me in the first place.

Well, I don't care.

"Y/N, seems like you are free. Can you help me go to the arts room and take some paint. It suppose to be use for the activities.", suddenly Ms Kim come and asks me a favor. I don't know how she can think that I will happily agree to help.