Lost : Yoonmin

Chapter 8

We were the last ones to the table. It was a buffet style so we had to go and get our food. Jimin sat on the end of the table and I sat next to him and Jungkook. I tell the rest of them that I'm getting food and motioned for Jimin to come with me.
'I'm really not hungry...' he whispered.
'Okay but eat this apple for me ok?' I said.
'Ok fine' he replied.
Once I got my food we sat back down and I hear my phone ding. It was Jin.

Jin:
'Hey Yoons, I have told Namjoon and he says he wants to talk to you two after breakfast as well so can you come to our room. Don't stress though ok. Did he sleep ok?'

I replied:
'Hey Jin, ok we will. He had a nightmare and woke up crying. It was about his brother and dad but after he slept ok. Thanks for this'

Jin:
'Ok thanks for letting me know. I will tell the others to keep an eye but I didn't specify why so they don't know. We will talk more after.'

Jimin ate half of his apple and I praised him for it. At least it's better than nothing. Once breakfast was over I lead Jimin upstairs and whispered to Jimin:
'We are going to go talk to Jin and Namjoon ok?'
'Ok..' he replied. He sounded nervous.

Jimin's POV

Why were we going into Jin and Namjoon's room? I was nervous. Once we got inside we all sat around the table. Yoongi must have saw I was nervous because he held my hand which I held for my life.
Namjoon began: 'Jimin, Jin has told me what has happened with your brother and I'm so sorry to hear that.' I look down as tears began to fall down my face. ' I understand this will be a difficult time for you okay. I also understand that your step dad was involved and has been threatening you. If he threatens you again you need to tell us straight away okay?' I nod. It was still all too real for me to reality. I had started crying as quietly as I could. I hated crying in front of people but it was too real I couldn't help it.
Namjoon kept talking: ' we are going to tell management about what has happened and about your step dad and brother so security will also be increased for the coming concerts.'
Jin was looking at Yoongi and I think they were mouthing something but I couldn't understand what. I was so upset as I was instantly reminded what it must have been like for my brother. Yoongi then pulled me into a hug showing me it's ok to be upset and that he was there.
Namjoon was hesitant to start talking again and just As he was about to start the door burst open. It was Jungkook.
Jin got annoyed and got up and told Jungkook to leave and talk outside.
Once Jin came back he explained that management want us to come to practise in 10 minutes.
Namjoon decided to end the conversation so they could get ready and leave.
'So Jimin don't worry okay? I will talk to management today. If anything else happens you tell us straight away and if your upset or anything we are all here for you.'
I nodded and I was still very upset.
Me and Yoongi turned to leave when Jin called it to us.
'You guys stay here for a bit and come an hour later. Namjoon's going to let management know and then explain once he gets there. Keep in touch though okay?'
'Okay see you later Jin!'
We left their room and went into ours. Yoongi asked me if I'm okay. I just needed some time to calm down and process the information I told him. He agreed and went to sleep for 45 mins.
I stumbled into the bathroom as I heard my phone ding.
I look at my phone and it was a message from my step dad.

'Hey fat Jimin, I cant wait to see you tonight at your concert! Enjoy it as if it's your last as your time is up. You stupid pig! I should have just killed you in the first place but I need to make sure lots of people see you die!'

I stopped everything stopped. I'm going to die.
What do I do? I quickly tear off the bandages and grab the razor and make more. I have to admit it felt good but I was going to die today.

I began to cry silently determined not to wake Yoongi up but I didn't realise his alarm had already sounded and he was up.

Yoongi's POV

Jin
'I'm going to come pick you and Jimin up now. Get ready!'

Yoongi
'Ok we will thanks Jin'

I look around for Jimin and he's not in our room. I knock on the bathroom door and he's in there.
'Jiminie, let me in is everything alright?' I quickly say. I'm worried if he's self harmed again.
'Please don't be mad...' I hear him quietly sob.
'I won't I promise' I say as I hear the door being unlocked.
There was jimin. He was on the floor, sobbing. His eyes were red from crying and he was still but he had self harmed more. He looked panicky as well as he hadn't shown me before.
I quickly run to him and embrace him.
'It's going to be ok.' I whisper as I hear him beginning to cry more.
I honestly wasn't sure what to do about his self harming. It was bleeding and needed to be bandaged but I didn't know how. Even though I used to self harm, I never bandaged it. I just cleaned it up until Jin noticed and he would bandage it for me.
I just decided to calm him and embrace him.
I suddenly hear a knock on the door. I run to the door and to my relief I see Jin.
'Are you ready....what's happened?' He began but it quickly turned to panic. He rushed in and i went towards the bathroom to embrace Jimin once again.
'Oh Jiminie. Why did you do this again? You can always talk to us you know?' Jin said softly.
Jimin was so upset he lent his head on my chest as Jin bandaged up his scratches. I quickly remembered we had practise and for our bags together.
Once we had cleaned Jimin up and the bathroom we decided to leave.
The car journey was quiet apart from Jin's whistling.
Once we arrived there was some concerned looks from the other members and we sat down in the dressing room. This is when Namjoon came up to us.
'Ok so management has said that we will have extra security especially this concert. Also that they think that we should contact the police. Does the police know your dad killed your brother?' I saw Jimin shrug. How would he know anyway? ' Management has allowed you to just relax and take the day off but you will still be there for the concert. But seriously if you get contacted by your dad you need to tell us alright?'
'Ok ok' I heard Jimin say. I gave him a hug.
'It's going to be okay Chim.' I say as he looks up at me and leans onto me.
Then Namjoon pulls me over away from Jin and Jimin.
'Ok keep an eye on him and make sure he eats. Jin texted me to tell me about his self harming this morning so just try to avoid him from doing it again ok.'
'I will don't worry'
We walk back over to Jin and Jimin.
'See I told you it's Not Bad and fruit is food for you so well done!' Jin was all smiles as he congratulated Jimin on eating an apple for breakfast. 'I'll see you at lunch!' As Namjoon and Jin walked off.
I look at Jimin and he looks at me, broken but beautiful! And we kiss.