Hi don't read this if u get triggered really easily, I barely talk about it but I just want to set a precaution.
I mentioned on another story about me and my health and stuff , I needed to rant and get it all out there . Expect a lot of swearing 🤬
I first got really sad when I came out as bi to a few people , the response of some of them pushed my self confidence down further than ever and I was already dealing with really really bad anxiety as a result of ADHD wich I diddnt need at the time.
I started to get really depressed and that's where I am now. I don't feel good enough , I feel terrible and my life is shit , I'm so ashamed of what I do to myself when I could get help but I am a dumb bitch that can't do anything and is afraid to talk to people. I'm working with mental health doctors in a place called CAMPHS but I'm scared to tell them how sad I really am since I don't want to it to get back to my parents of what I do to myself wich is dumb because I need to trust people but I've been fucked up so I can't fully trust anyone. I need to stop now , I feel to bad
Bye
Mimi
