Love Vs Power

My story

(This might be a long 4 chapters)

Alice POV

My name is Alice Celine Smith. I'm 21 with a total of 3M followers as a model I stay healthy at times (I have cheat days too) and I have 999K subscribers on YouTube with my life as a model and adventures. I haven't told people that I'm engaged to Jack I'm scared they'll find out eventually they'll find out. I thought I was gay for a few years but I'm bisexual I said I was gay to stay away from boys but it brought me closer to them for some reason. I attended the same school we all that's were I met Maya. When I went to my first middle school party Maya got drunk and she pulled me into the bathroom and we made out after that we we're hooking up for a while and we started dating and broke up a few months later. We lasted 5 months and that was the best 5 months of my life and I dated a few girls but their was a lot of straight people at our school bi-curious girls and boys. Then I got to high school more and more people were losing their virginity's I eventually became the last virgin in the whole school then I met Evelyn she was gay too I soon discovered and we started chatting and she left this weird message and it basically said "Cu46" I said "What" she replied "It means see you for sex" I was shocked and was blushing she was my crush and I liked her so much I heard a knock on the door and I opened it she kissed me with all force I closed the door and we ran upstairs and continued making out Evelyn then took off her shirt then she took off mine she said "Your bra is really sexy" and the night continued. I went to college still a virgin and saw Evelyn I thought she left me forever I missed her (she left for some of the most of the high school) I kissed her soft lips everyone was watching I pulled away I didn't like the eyes on me I was scared for some reason. I left college with a Masters degree in Chemistry I thought some guys were cute and I told Evelyn I was bi and she said "I still love you" I broke up with her she was my girlfriend of 3 years (I'm too lazy to do math right now 😐) I then had sex with Jack when I heard Evelyn was pregnant with his baby I was also pregnant and stillborn and lost my kid I cried my eyes out and I still do at times and here I am with my Fiancé Jack