Living with my autistic boyfriend

As long as i have you

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Louis's POV:

I've been a wreck this week and I'm pretty sure harry can tell. He keeps giving me all of his treasures and tries his best to make me smile.

Let me tell you...he definitely succeeds.

I've been kinda lost and depressed ever since I lost my job, which was like two days ago.

I don't even really know why.

Instead of sitting on my ass and crying about it, I should be out there looking for a new job...right?

Well, for some reason I'm not.

I'm just so worried, you know?

What happens if I actually have to leave harry with someone while I work?

I don't trust anyone with my boy but me!

What if it doesn't pay well, will I lose the house?

What if I can't afford to take care of harry and myself anymore? What will I do?

My anxiety has been through the roof and it only makes Harry's anxiety worse.

He knows something is wrong.

He's a smart boy.

But since I'm not acting the same and his schedule of daily routines has been messed up since I've been lazy and depressed, his anxiety has gone through the roof as well.

And I can tell.

It's normal for people with autism to be anxious and have anxiety, especially when it comes to new things or even planned things.

The anxiety of something going to happen but not knowing when is overwhelming for harry.

He doesn't understand time or dates. He doesn't get it when you have to wait for something that you've planned to come up on a certain date.

It creates anxiety for him.

I could tell him we're going out for lunch on Saturday multiple times but he doesn't understand the wait and why we aren't going now. He doesn't know when it will come up and what time or even how to be prepared for it. So as you can see, anxiety and anxiousness is caused and that is not a good thing.

But this time, his anxiety is created by me...and it hurts. It hurts me to know I'm hurting him.

He doesn't ever sit down.

I can't make him.

He's so worked up and confused that he's constantly moving.

He's constantly making patterns with anything he finds and moving them around the house.

Today it's the chairs.

He brought all of the chairs out of the kitchen and put them into rows, switching them around every few minutes.