My bullies

Daily beatings

"Beep beep beep" my alarm goes... I hate mornings cause that means I have to go to school... I go to Sophie and Aaron's house every morning and he drives us to school...

I get up and go get a shower... I turn the water on just right and start to get undressed... Once I am in, I wash and condition my hair, and shave... I stand in the shower for a little bit longer and then turn it off...

I put on my robe and start to straighten my hair... I don't do anything crazy with it because it always get messed up when my bullies are beating me up in the morning... I put foundation on to cover up my scars and I put some on my wrists for my cuts... Then I put on a little eyeliner and mascara and I am done with my makeup...

I go in my room and grab a blue and white crop top that says "places to go, selfies to take" shirt and some black high waisted shorts... I put that on and head down stairs with my back pack... I sit down next to shawn and say "good morning!" Shawn says " are you reading for magcon tomorrow?" I totally forgot and guess the great part about it... I get to spend more time with my bullies!!! (See the sarcasm there😏)

I eat really fast, say bye to shawn, and head to Sophie's... On the way my bullies drive by me and are throwing notes and yelling stuff to me... that's what I deal with all the time... Things would be much better if I could just tell shawn and not lie to him about being bullied by his best friends and about all the scars...

I make it to soph's and and we drive to school... When we get there, we say good bye and I head to my locker... Right when I open it, my fingers get slammed in by Cameron... I open it and get my fingers out and right my I do that Nash and Matt start punching me right in the stomach...

I fall to the ground from all the pain... Now gilinsky starts kicking me like he does every day... Jack Johnson and I were best friends, and he don't do anything to me... He just stands there and watches...

(Skips to lunch)

I pack my own lunch so I don't have to go in to the lunch room... From my last class with jack, we have a project to do together, but I think I am going to do it myself... I walk out of class and try to make it to the bathroom before they see me... But of course they see me and slam me into the locker...

This is really getting old, so I get enough power to ask to nash ,"what did I ever do to you?" He answers back with "just being a fat slut like you. why don't you just kill yourself for real this time. No one cares about you."

That one really hurt... So I get out of Nash's grip and run to the bathroom and cry... That thought stays in my head, and I try to think about what it is I did...

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Authors note:

Hey guys!!! I kind of like this chapter but it's not great!!! Comment if you want to be in and I will try and find a spot for you!!!