heeeye ZIAM shippers i am so sorry i havent been able to upload i have MAAAJJJOOORRR!!! WRITERS BLOCK!! but i felt like i needed to update something so here goes nothing ... sorry if this chapters crap! Read along my 1Derful snowflakes
Zayn's P.O.V
"Zayn get your arse out of bed now we have an interview in 15 minutes, Hurry up unless you want me to come in there and jump on you till you get up!" I knew that voice from anywhere... Liam, the hottest guy I've met, WAIT i actually said that. I'm not gay, well I don't think I am. I rolled off my bed planning on landing on my feet, but ended up being my face.
"ow, " I moaned but eventually got up from the ground. As you can tell I'm not a morning person at all. Liam's always the one to get us up. I don't see how he can do it though, He always manages to get up and never fail to get us up. He's always a tidy and organized person.
I grabbed some clothes and my favorite Varsity jacket and headed towards the bathroom, when i banged into someone. I looked up and saw Liam standing in front of me. His eyes are so dreamy, like chocolate fountains trapped in his eyes. I could get lost in those eyes for a long time. I snapped back and realized Liam was waving his hand in front of my face.
"Zayn? you there lad?" i looked up at him and back down to the ground.
"Yep, just going to have a shower," He started walking past me, then turned around.
"Not to long we have to be there in 10 minutes hurry," He flashed me a smile before he walked downstairs, my eyes following him till I could see him anymore. I snapped my head around, I need to stop thinking of him like that he's never going to feel the same as what i do towards him. I started walking to the bathroom when a very happy Niall came around the corner, almost banging into me.
"Whoaaa.. Sorry lad didn't see you. How are you?," Can't they just leave me alone. I looked up at him and fake smiled.
"Good thanks, heading for a shower." I looked back down and started walking past Niall.
"Okay hurry though or else Liam will get angry because he has to wait on you," He turned around and ran downstairs yelling out to Louis. Wonder why he's so happy. Oh well better go have that shower.
*******
I hoped out of the shower with a lot still on my mind. One main thing was Liam and my feelings towards him. The thing is, is that I'm not gay but I like Liam a lot ever since I saw him first on the x-factor , I immediately liked him he was always so serious and kept all of us in shape and made sure we knew what we were doing. He is just pure amazing. I smiled slightly to myself, maybe i am gay, but i haven't felt anything for the other boys. it must just be Liam that my mind wants. No it's what my heart needs. Should I follow my heart or follow my mind?
**interview**
Liam's P.O.V.
I couldn't keep my eyes off him, the perfectly quiffed up hair, the dark brown eyes wondering around the screaming crowd. I admit it my heart wants him, but I don't know if I should follow it? I managed to get my eyes off him and look over at the interviewer. A girl looking quite young 22 at least? She sat down a bit to happily. Oh no not another over happy girl. I put my head in my hands leaning over my knees slightly, and stared at the back wall.
He will never like me like I like him, or look at me the same if I tell him what I feel towards him. Yes me Liam Payne has feeling for the one and only Zayn Malik. I started realizing these feelings when I first saw him on the x-factor, I didn't take much notice of them but I soon started to realize them. Now they are very strong. Before when I knocked into him I felt sparks run up and down my body, like they were telling me that he's the one, but I just don't know how to trust those feelings. I don't want to get hurt or crushed by anyone, but I suppose everyone has that heartbreaker once in there lives. I just hope that Zayn likes me in the way I like him and won't ever hurt me. I snapped back to realize all the guys staring at me.
"yes?" I questioned them, it's like they were annoyed or something. Oh well.
"let's repeat that question, are you single Liam or got your eye on someone?" I immediately froze up. I can't say Zayn, everybody will hate me for being gay, nobody will like me. I looked up at the interviewer. I have to lie don't say it Liam.
"I'm single and don't have my eye on anyone," I looked away from the interviewer immediately after saying it. I'm a really bad liar and I know that but I can t tell the world I'm in love with Zayn, it would be wrong.
"so it's only Louis that's taken, how do you feel about that?" I wish I wasn't single, I wish I had that special someone in my life. Someone that love me for who I am not where or what I do. Someone who will love me forever and ever, no matter what happens. Someone to tell my deepest darkest secrets too, just to come home and talk to them about what I did that day. I need someone but the somebody I have my eyes on is never going to like me.
"it's weird being the only one taken I mean I'm not dissing the boys or anything but it pretty cool being taken," Louis explained to the interviewer.
"well that's it guys might talk again, great meeting you guys, bye for now," the girl stood up and shook each of our hands before we headed off stage.
"Finally I thought that would never end, can we get something to eat now I'm hungry" I looked over at Niall and thought he's always hungry I've always wondered where all that food goes?
"of course you would be Niall you always are," I said before walking off to the car, but heard behind me mumbling which I could slightly make out. Which I could tell was defiantly Niall.
"Wonder what's up with him?" next voice said which was defiantly Louis," I don't know but he's been very distant ever since that question.." I walked off to the car and hoped in, slamming the door in the process. Why can't they just leave me alone, seriously. All I want is Zayn, he knows what to say I'll talk to him later maybe.
*#*#*#*#*
Heeye guys I'm soo sorry ive been so caught up with exams and study, my life is getting hard. But writing its like it helps me..I didn't know what to write if this is bad I'm so sorry.. But thank you guys for the support..
Love you my 1Derful snowflakes
Vote, comment, fan please <3
